this was going to be a long
normal
good day,
just sitting locked in my room
alone.
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i sat in my bed,
listening to sad music
looking out the window.
i can see the leaves fly down slow to face the hard ground.
not like it will hurt the leaf, it will just lay there
until it comes a wind
and it will fly up in the air
and down
again.
and again.
and soon the leaf will be gone,
gone forever
what a great life.
why i love sundays?
NO SCHOOL
who doesn't hate school,
and it isn't getting better when i have no friends...
kinda sad, ik
but it's only 1 week left until i change school
hole my 'family' is actually moving.
where?
idk
i just hope that i will find friends,
at least one
i can't sit locked in my room my hole life
i need to start and own family
i just hope that mine is gonna be a little bit more normal than this one i am in now...
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*1 week later*
YES,
FINALLY
we're moving!
and i won't stay with my 'family' anymore cuz i will anyways soon start on collage
u know, room mates.
i will have 3, so 4 totally with me
some awa girl, lucky lucy something and kendele, idrk
well hope i will know them after collage.
idts bc it's not many people in this age that cares bout them who doesn't feel good and cuts and stuffs like that
yeah, i'm one
that's why i haven't made any friends
i've had 1 in hole my life, but she used me bc she liked my half brother..
very good friend
love her for fucking life
i just got finished with packing before we should go.
as usual i sat back in the car alone
listening to sad music, looking out the window too see the leaves fall too the ground.
i like that
about the car, we are 7 in our family
so we have a big car, mom and dad in the front seat.
behind my 2 little sisters. amaid, 4 and treshie 5.
they're like annoying.
behind them my other sister lilly, 12 and my little brother max he's 9
i think
they're also annoying
actually idc so never mind.
hope you got it with the car now,
if not
well i'm sorry.
when we got to the airport i went another way,
mom and dad don't care so
i also had another seat on the plane then them
i'm happy for that
