toxic friendship rant:holy shit people are fake.
and you only get to realize that after you cut them off or they have fucked you over too many times.
this one girl, considered her as my bestfriend at one point. she has fucked me over so many times that i have lost count. honestly i don't know why i didn't just cut her off the first time she treated me like shit, but i'm just too nice of a person.
that gets in the way of a lot, generally being too nice. tbh i wish i was a rude bitch.
but my dumbass knowing she has fucked over every single one of her friends, i still thought "oh she could have changed into a better person"
LMAOOO.
yeah no, that didn't happen at all.
she always puts me down, criticizes me, and has sabotaged so many things in my life. she has done some shady stuff that if i told anyone; they wouldn't believe me.
legit no one would believe the shit she's done.
i would just sound dumb af and she always plays the victim. which is the only role she has ever played. she doesn't own up to her mistakes.
but i keep letting her into mY life.
sad.
okay byee