Teardrops Full of Memories

Enjoy!!!! The chapters will gradually get longer! I promise! Kind of dealing with writer's block right now. I need to stop procrastinating. Lol. I will keep upload but I can't guarentee it'll be quick. With me going to a highschool for medical science, that means twice the work as a regular student. Plus, I'll be taking tons of extracirrcular activites, so just be patient for now. Kay? Thanks! Xx

                “Heading off to school, bye!” I said with full knowledge that my parents didn’t care.

                I sighed wishing things could be different, but it’s life and I have no chose but to endure it. Popping in my headphones, I started my terribly long walk to the bus stop.

                As I listened to, “Second Chance, “ by the band Shinedown, I thought to myself… “Why can’t I just run away from this miserary and seek a new chance at life? I can end it all. Even the pain.”

                Want to know why? I don’t have the guts. I don’t have to guts to either kill myself or run away to stop this aching pain in my heart. I would if I could. I have no strength inside me anymore. I just can’t take the constant pressure and hurt. I can’t. Life for me hasn’t been a single road where I could just prance around happily in my tutu. No. In fact, life for me has been nothing but a list of agonizing twists and turns. Over the past few years, I learned that I can’t just run away.  I have to hang in there, let it play out. It’s the only way I’ll ever advance . How? By learning the truth of life.

               “PRIYA! Yo, wad ap, homie?!” said my best friend, Valerie.

               She skipped over to me in her 5’1 petite, delicate frame.  Her dark , wavy, auburn colored hair bouncing wildly with her green cat eyes just brightening her whole face.  Honestly, she reminded me of Santa;s little workers: a elf. The way her eyes shined and how her pale cheeks naturally had a tint of red to them always made me think of her as an elf in green tights. A beautiful one too. She can actually even be a lepharchaun. I laughed under my breath as I thought that to myself.

                “THE SKY ABOVE MAH HEAD, PIMP!” I yelled.

                “I’m going to miss you oh so much!” Valerie blubbered to me with her eyes glistening with unshed tears.

                I could tell she wanted to envelop me in a massive bear hug, but she knew how much I disliked them. I took a shaky breath and took her into a emotional hug anyway as tears rained across my cheeks.

                “Val,” I sighed, “Stop crying! This is not a good-bye, it’s a see you later! So don’t give me this BS about missing me! Kay?! You’re mah pimp and I’m yo slave! You can call me anytime you want! Got  it?!”

                Val let out a laugh. Mission accomplished!

                 Today’s the last day of school, but that’s no what we’re crying about. Today’s our last day of school TOGETHER. Unfortunatly, I’m going to be leaving behind all my friends as I go to a high-school for medical science.

                 “Why do you have to be so smart?!” Val said. “You know, if there was a shooting star right now, what do you think I would wish for? For you to be dumb, so you wouldn’t leave me for that damn school!”

                 “Now, now, munchkin. If I had a choice then you know I would choose to go to school with you, right?!”

                 “ I know… It’s just… I honestly don’t know what I would do without my pshycho, crazy, wild best friend by my side…” Val sniffed.

                 Wow, she must really be upset as to she didn’t yell at me for calling her munchkin. Valerie hates being referred to a munchkin  from the Land of Oz.

                 “Don’t worry about it too much,” I said, “Just let the moment take you for now.”

                 “Fine,” Val snuffled.

                 “Now, I know something that will really cheer you up!” I winked as I took out two waterguns. “Let’s blow this place up!” I said as we headed to school like total badasses.

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                “THAT WAS FREAKING HILARIOUS! HAHAHAHAHA! You should’ve seen Mr.Wallow’s face! Hahahaha!”  I laughed uncontrolably.

                “You’re going to be a living legeand for juming the most strictest teacher with waterguns. I mean, who does that?! You’re a reckless devil, you know that right?!” Val said, gasping for air.

              “Yeah, cause I’m heeeeelllll onnnn heeeeeelllls!” I sang at the top of my lungs, giggling.

              “I look up to you, my friend!”

              I winked at her with a smirk as I check myself in the mirror. Damn, my long, silky, black hair looked like a bird’s nest from the intense watergun fight session. Oh well.  I cleaned up the blotchey make-up that was running down my tan-skinned face. I don’t wear much make-up, just the basics. I reapplied the eyeliner to my dark brown eyes, not needing the usage for masscara since my eyelashes were naturally long. Not to sound conceited or anything, but girls envied me for that and my curvy body. On the other hand, I absoultly hated my 5’7 body.  As I applied chapstick to my minuscule lips, I thought to myself what it would be like to be a guy.  I would be able to do whatever the hell I wanted without worrying about my image. Maybe I wouldn’t get misused at home and actually get respected instead… Maybe.

              “Ready to go and make jaws drop, gorgeous?!” I joked.

              “Totally! Let’s go do this!”