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The rising heat to my face was all I could focus on as his offer slowly sank in. A sudden rush of adrenaline made me act on instinct as I placed my hands on his shoulders and pushed Mr.Kim off me. My sudden actions caused him to fall back into his chair in a state of shock. Without hesitation I made up my mind on what I was going to do, tease my teacher. 'He practically offered this option by taunting me so I'm just giving him what he wants.' I told myself to validate my actions even though I knew very well that what I planned to do was looked down upon by society.

I was too high on the thrill to give a fuck so I went with my body and every urge I've been dismissing since the start of the school year. I leaned into to the unaware Mr.Kim, holding myself up by the arm of his chair, and enveloped his mouth in mine. Luckily, he didn't resist but, instead, returned the kiss igniting a new wave of cofidence and motivation within. I wasn't exactly sure what I was doing or what I would do from here but I didn't have time to think. Everything was going so fast I just gave into what my body thought was right.

Surprisingly, I felt a hand creep around my waist to the small of my back, pulling me towards Mr.Kim. I stumbled as his chair hit my knees, forcing me to straddle him. His hands continued to roam around my waist and back before we pulled away, breathless.

As our heads parted and I looked into Mr.Kim's eyes, panting, realization of what I just did sunk in fully. I pushed back creating more space between us yet his grip on my hips didn't allow  room for me to move.

"Mr.Kim-" I began to speak but was quickly cut off by my teacher ."Y/n, you don't know how long I've wanted you."

My heart beat quickened as the raw words of desire left his mouth. 'Is this real life?!' I questioned, not knowing if my dreams became too real or the lack of sleep was catching up with me.

His cold yet burning touch on my jaw drew my attention back to him. I melted into his soft hand as he pushed several stray strands of hair behind my ear. I didn't know how to feel at this moment. Everything I wanted was at my fingertips but I was given this opportunity so quickly. There was no time to stop and think. Uneasiness. Unprepared. Uncertainty.

I hesitated before flicking my eyes up to meet his again. The fact that I couldn't pinpoint the emotions in his eyes at the moment bothered me. 'Was he genuinely into me?' This encounter with him began to bring up more questions than answers.

All I wanted was to let go and not think for a few minutes. A few seconds without being frustrated and confused, in more ways than one way, by my teacher.

I reached up to my jaw placing my hand on his as it rested upon my face. His hand brought the same feeling of entering a heated room after being in the snow. A tingly warmth spreading throughout my body causing me to unconsciously sigh. Allowing all the feelings and burdens to escape through a simple exhale.

The sudden contact to my forehead caught me off guard followed by a hitched breath out of shock. "Do you want to continue this later?" Mr.Kim's soothing voice offered. "How about one on one tutoring?" A quirky contagious smile spread across his face and I unknowingly found myself smiling back.

"Sure I'd like that," I started before leaning next to his ear as finishing with a taunting whisper, "Minseok."

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