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Braun Strowman X Depressed reader

A/n: Hope you like it BlackwolfRedHood

*****TRIGGER ⚠⚠⚠***********
-does have mention of Self harm so if triggered easily please don't read
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"Hey,Rose can you grab me a water Please? I'll need it after my match" Seth said
"Yea sure" I said with a smile
"Thanks sweetheart" he said before walking away for his match.
I had lost the smile and sighed as I slowly made my way to get his water. Don't get me wrong I love this Job I meet so many great people but I recently been getting depressed more then usual, I've went back to one of the only things that has help me. It isn't a good thing I probably shouldn't even be doing it but I do.
"Hey Rose" Renee said
"Hey What's up"
"Nothing much How have you been? You been MIA lately"
"Oh.." I haven't told anyone about my depression, I don't want them to worry about me.
"Yeah my brother came to visit me" It was kinda true he came for a day and left the next and the rest of the weeked was just me by myself
"I missed you I'm glad your back" I smiled
"Yeah me too" I told her. I grabbed the water bottle.
"I should go give this to Seth we'll talk later"
"Yea" She said. I walked away I saw that one of my sleeves was a little up. I saw Foxy coming so I quickly pulled it down
"Rose just the person I was looking for" She has a big smile on her face"
"What up Alicia?"
"I need your opinion on the new ring gear" some of the wrestlers don't always need my help with things to get them.
"OK let me see it" I told her
"It's nice I'm excited to see you in it"
"Aww Thanks I'll see you later" She said with a hug
"Bye Foxy" I keep walking hopefully no one else comes to talk to me I wasn't in the mood and Seth match was almost over.
"Rose?" I turned around to see Braun walking towards me. He had never actually spoken to me this was a first
"Yeah?" I asked. He sacred me sometimes. He was bigger than me for starts and he was just scary looking.
"That's your name right" I nodded
"after my match can you bring me my phone and water?" he asked
"Yeah where would I find your phone?" He handed it to me
"ok thank" he walked away
Skip time
"Thanks" Seth said
"how have you been? I haven't seen you since last Wednesday. Where have you been" he asked while walking to the locker room
"my brother came to visit for a few days" I never liked that question ' how have you been ' I could never answer it.
"Oh OK I was sad when you didn't bring me my water on Wednesday" he said with a smile
"Yeah sorry don't worry i wouldn't be gone for a while.. Do you know when Braun match is I didn't get to ask him"
"It's the main event so in about another 4 minutes it starts"
"Thanks I better go" I said
"See you Rose"
Skip 3 Week
Braun was the sweetest person I know now ever since I brought him his things he's been me to bring him the smallest things. I'm guessing so he could talk to me more but I'm not sure everything felt good. I was getting better until I looked at some of the comments on Seth Instagram it was 2 pictures of me and him one was when we first meet the other one was a few days ago. The post was just a simple one about how he was happy I was his best friend and everything but Some of the comments were a bit to much for me. It was like my mind was skipping all the good ones and just went for the bad ones.
"Dude why the fu*k does Seth even hang out with her?"
"Ik she's ugly"
"Seth why are you still Friends with her?" These are just a few things they said, I was cut off from reading the comments for the 6 times today my Braun's Voice
"Hey Rose"
"Hey" I looked up at him
"Can you get my phone for me it's in my locker room" I nodded
"Yeah sure"
"Thanks" he said he walked away. went to the locker room and walked in to the bathroom.
*****Trigger warning again of you get Triggered don't read this part******** I took out the blade. I took a deep breath. I usually hate doing this at work but if I didn't I would probably break down. I looked at my old scars I hate when they start fading. Cutting was the only reason I was still here it's the only thing that makes me feel like I can still feel something other then feeling like I don't belong here any more. I held my breath as i felt the blade run through my skin. I did this a couple times and felt the blood drip down I quickly washed the blood away it stung when the water hit but I always liked the feeling.
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I walked out of the locker room with Braun Phone in my hand. I walked over just to see he was already looking for me
"Hey I didn't keep you waiting did I?"
"No" I give him his phone.
"Here" I said. He grabbed it but he looked at you for a while
"What's this?" He asked grabbing my arm. I saw the red stain on my sleeve. I blushed and put my arm back down
"Its nothing" I said before walking away. A million things popped in to my head ' what if he tells Seth ' ' what if he thinks I'm weird and doesn't talk to me anymore'
"Hey Rose. Are you OK?
"Ya..actually I need to tell you something?" Seth looked worried
"What is it? Its not bad is it?" I took a deep breath.
"Never mind it's not important"
"Are you sure?" I nodded
"ok I'll see you later" I keep walking.
Skip and hour
Raw was Finally over witch meant I didnt have to deal with Braun anymore
"Hey Rose!"
"Hey Zack what's up"
"Braun asked me to tell that he needs to talk to you"
"I don't really feel like talking right now Ryder can you tell him tomorrow"
"Uh Sure"
"Thanks" He walked away.
I had finally made to my car some other people told me that Braun was looking for me including Seth he made a little joke that he liked you but I nervously laughed it off
"Can we talk?"I heard. I turned to see Braun standing there
"What is there to talk about?"
"...why do you do it? It doesn't help anyone especially you and the people who care.." I looked down
"I care about you Rose and seeing that you do this to your self really hurt me" I stayed quiet. What could I say.
"What I'm trying to say is that I want to help you get through this I really like you" I couldn't hide the tears anymore, I went up to him and hugged him.
"I want to get better but I don't know where to start" I said
"I'll help you I'll be here every step of the way...We can get through this together" he wiped the tears away and For the first time in a long time I felt safe from my mind like I didn't have to fight this by myself anymore. I'm glad that Braun saw. I'm not sure what would have happened of her didn't.