Truth Or Dare

Part 23

Murdoc pov

I was getting real sick of hearing paulas laughter. Goddammit... i have to get things sorted out.
I sat there in my bed. My hands on my face with my elbows on my thighs...
I couldnt help but feel sadness...
Fuck it i cant help it anymore...
I grabbed the pills on my bedside table. If im gonna die i want to listen music.

I put on the night we met. Damn...
I remember when i first met stuart. Hah i had to take care of the little bugger when he was in a coma.

A tear rolled down my cheek...

I love you stu....

Oh take me back to the night we met...
I dont know what im supposed to do
Haunted by the ghost of you....

I love you so fucking much stu...

I opened the pill bottle and poured the pills out. The tiny red pills. About 20 of em were in my palm now. This could kill me in a heartbeat.

Another tear... followed with more... turning into sobs...

I slowly raised my hand to my mouth. "Goodbye.... gorillaz... noodle... russ... sex... stuart...."
I closed my eyes and poured the pills in my mouth.

I swallowed them dry.

I started sobbing uncontrolably. "Sweet satan sweet satan.... what did i do??! Fuck fuck.... no no no i regret doing this!!!" I fell back on my bed and layed there sobbing.

Fuck.... please no..... no...
My eyelids started to get heavy
I closed them. And as i did i heard people barge in my room. But with that i was out...

I was dead.....

2D pov

Me and paula were laughing to get murdoc even more jealous. And just as we laughed one more time. I started to hear sobbing.
"Umm paula...? Should we stop. I think i hear sobbing coming from muds room...."
"No no no we shouldnt stop love... this is part of the plan...he will be fine..."

"Alright then....." i could here the sobbing get louder.

"Paula... lets stop... lets check on him"
"Okay..... fine" she rolled her eyes.
I got up from the couch and rushed upstairs. Paula was following
I got to mudz room. I heard mumbling coming from inside. Followed with more sobs.

I barged in his room. I saw him on his bed. Layed down... tears going down his cheeks his eyes slowly closed. I saw an empty pill bottle beside him.
"FUCK FUCK MURDOC NO..."
i ran to him and tried waking him up.
"MURDOC PLEASE... NO! NO!! NO!!!"
i put my head on his chest. I heard a slight heartbeat.
"PAULA CALL THE FUCKING POLICE!!"
and with that i started sobbing in his chest.

                        I killed him....

Writing this made me cry.... 😭