awkward silence; a graphic portfolio

[C] Don't Provoke Wrinkles

i just need minimalist cover examples and this came to my mind

dont ask me about the title cuz i seriously dont know

I actually watched this cake videos earlier and ends up making this one

but this shit is too sweet it makes me wants to throw up

and i made this all by myself except for the stars–which I downloaded from google

so-uh-that's it?

oh wait I have something else. I just feel like I want to post this. credits goes to this official account called : "self admire". I haven't figured out their ID but I'll post it on comment once I figured out! please read til the end!

"i'm a failure"
"life isn't fair"
"why am i not good enough?"
"i wish i was her, why can't that be me?"
ㅡ

you know sometimes you feel like you are the most pitiful person in the world, you feel that your existence is a mistake,

but you are not the problem, society is. it consumes your brain and manipulates you. it makes you surrounded by negativity. you start comparing yourself and do stupid things to be accepted, to makes people like you. but that isn't right.

all those relationship or friendship goals bullshit you see on social medias isn't "real". just because they seem "goals", doesn't mean they have a perfect life. everything has flaws and limits.

the amount of likes and comments you get on instagram doesn't define your self worth.

if you don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend, it doesn't mean you are not good enough. beside, there are much more things you can explore than that silly love life.

the number of friends you have doesn't mean you are not worth it. it's better to keep your circle small, because not everyone deserve you.

people tell you to think positively, have a healthy routine, self love but i know it's not as simple as that. because you feel empty, you want to fill your life with happiness to throw the sadness away. what you need to do is to solve the problem.

if you want real friends, be one. you know you wonder why you're surrounded by fake friends but look at you, you talk shit about others and judge them easily without knowing what's really going on in their lives and if you think you don't do that, think again.

if you want others to understand you, try to understand them first. don't be selfish.

if you want to be loved, love people first. be kind to others, be caring, be nice.

if you want to be a winner, don't get upset if there are so many people competing with you. don't get jealous if they achieved more than you, be supportive and try to improve yourself instead.

if you want a happy life, accept your life. be thankful for the chance God has given to you. be optimistic, see the positive possibilities, don't throw hate on others.

it's as simple as that.

you feel that your self esteem get lower and lower everytime you see those people who are "perfect"? unfollow them, they don't follow you back anyway so no benefit in following them either.

you feel that your body is unhealthy because the amount of junk food you eat? eat less of it.

you feel bad for throwing hate on others you don't even really know? unfollow those exposing celeb or anti (insert celeb name) accounts. being judgmental isn't healthy, if you don't like certain someone, it's okay but don't waste your time on hating it.

you feel that your grades sucks because you watch too much tv shows or play too much games? drop it. get your ass to your desk and start studying. you know study isn't that bad if you find the right method.

don't cry late at night and blame yourself or others because the condition you are facing. it's either you solve the problem or get over it.

you are beautiful, there are people who wish they were you, you are capable, you are stronger than you think, you can fight the demons inside your head. you are that powerful, so pls stop comparing yourself with others, accept yourself, start loving yourself, surround yourself with positivity, be a blessing to this world.

i can relate to this so damn much–and i know some of you too. and some of you may need this more than i do–so you can love yourself even more!

lots of love,
netta xx