Master Plan

Chapter 4 - Emily's POV

I have never been so confused. Going back to Rosewood, I have been going over the past 24 hours, and I can say I'm as confused as ever.

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My mom and I picked up Hanna as we needed to be at the school parking lot before 6:30 am. I know Hanna has a hard time getting up in the morning; this is why I offer to pick her up. However, she was ready to go. It is as if she had not slept at all.

I guess neither of us slept last night. Except maybe Alison; she probably got home and call any of her toys and went to be with a happy smile on her beautiful face, or did she had a hard time sleeping? Did she dream of me last night? Did she think of me? Since last night there is an internal battle within me. My heart keeps calling me stupid, for kissing Hanna in front of Alison. My mind keeps telling me that I made the right decision as Alison will never see me that way. A part of me loves Alison and the other part hates me for loving her.

We got to the parking lot and Spencer informs us that the room selection is ready. Of course, it is I think to myself; I will share a room with Hanna. I'm not sure where she stands on the next level of our relationship. Nevertheless, that is my responsibility as Hanna's girlfriend (Am I her girlfriend?). I can't lie I'm not attracted to Hanna that way. I have seen the girls in bikinis, hell even in their underwear, but none of them gave me the thrill that Alison gives me. Her perky breast, her apple bottom butt, he heart shape lips and her eyes. God, she is responsible for my sexual awakening. I stop myself before I can continue, I'm with Hanna now and I will be happy with her.

Ok, I need to focus on what Spencer is saying. I see her stance and she is standing very protectively next to Alison. The battle stars again, a part of me thinks Alison has already found another poor soul to believe her lies and the other part can't help to be jealous. I look at Alison and she looks like a mess, a beautiful mess. Is she really hurt by my actions?

No, she is just upset because she can't control me. She needs to find a new toy. I will look for my happiness with Hanna.

Who I'm kidding, my happiness is with Alison Lauren DiLaurentis only. After I said Good Morning to the girls (Except Spencer...what is her problem?) Spencer starts to give the room assignation, so that is how it is? Spencer will control us, just because Alison has her wrap around her finger. Ugh! What is her deal? Is she going after Spencer? Ugh! I won't stand this. She asks if Hanna and I will share a room, of course, why not? How dare she assume we won't?

E: "Of course, why wouldn't we?" that will show her.

S: "Ok, can you calm your macho bravado for like a second so we can talk room arrangements?" Macho bravado...what the hell does she mean with Macho bravado? Spencer has never talked to me like that. This is Alison doing she is controlling her. Probably they kissed last night. Ugh!

E: "What is there to talk about? Aria and you will share one room. Alison can share with whoever boy toy she wants and Han and me in another room; there settle is not rocket sciences" Ha! This way she will know she is not special.

I hear Hanna talking...

H: "EMILY..."

H: "Baby, please let Spencer talk" I need to be calm for Hanna; I place a kiss on her nose. I know it should be her mouth and I wish I could. But no matter how upset I'm; I still feel as my lips only belong to Alison.

E: "Sorry, Spencer you were saying?"

S: "We have agreed to the following, Alison and myself will be in one room; Hanna and Mona in another room, leaving you with Aria; any problem with that" Alison and Spencer will share a room, Hell no! Over my dead body. Scratch that over my killed twice dead body. Does Alison think she can replace me so easily? Before I start to beat the living crap out of Spencer Hanna starts talking.