Bad times (BTS - RM FF) editing

Chapter.1 -- cant admit

Namjoon P.O.V

'Dammit dammit dammit' namjoon thought keeping his head down when they had a break , they were shooting not today but lucky him he ran out yesterday from the hate comments he was receiving and sprained his ankle along the way 

He fought the pain most of the time but now it was getting too much , he had tears threatening to fall

If you weren't such a loser then none of this would've happened and if the members found out they'll think of you as nothing but a waste of time , making them stop shooting just for a sprained ankle, pathetic

And the voices in his head weren't making it any easier for him

'I can't repeat last time ... I promised that I'd get better at being a leader , I can't I just can't'

*the shooting for save me*

They were dancing while it was raining so it was only natural that the god of destruction slips in the middle of the shooting

He kept trying to convince them that he was fine but when they started shooting him falling again because of the pain didn't help his case

"Namjoon quit being stubborn and admit you got hurt!" Jin yelled

"It's fine I just slipped again it's nothing serious!" Namjoon argues back , he wanted to finish the mv to make ARMY happy but jin was having none of it

"So you're telling me that if I did this" he grabbed namjoon's ankle where he was sure it was gonna hurt "it won't hurt?" He tightened his grip

Namjoon winced in pain trying to take the older's hand off

The others don't even help you because they know you deserve this you wuss

"It hurts so much that we all know it" jin sighs "yoongi go tell sejin-hyung what happened and kook come help get him to the van"

Namjoon kept quite and let the two lead him , they stayed there until their manager explained to the director what was happening and that they will have to postpone the shooting and hoped that the weather would be better next time

Now you caused your manager more trouble , your members are disappointed in you for sure , and you won't wanna know what'll happen to ARMY they won't take it well I tell ya

Namjoon only frowned at the remark , hoseok noticed that and decided to comfort their leader

"It's fine namjoon don't feel bad it wasn't your fault" namjoon looked up at hoseok "Thanks hobi"

Don't take it too heart you know it's all pity

After everything was cleared they went to check in namjoons ankle , the doctor had instructed him to stay off it for a month completely but that only lasted a week with the members help

After a week he was back too walking around

He gains lots of new haters from that and lots of more hate comments towards him , he read them and took them as usual believing every single one ignoring the good ones but showed the members that he was fine and that he was oblivious to the hate

*back to not today shooting (present time)*

'It's already evening that means we'll finish soon' he looks at his ankle 'a bit more I can hold it a bit more longer' he sighs

"We're gonna continue shooting in 10 minutes be prepared" the director yelled

"Hey hyung! Let's go check out the scenery over there!" V yelled as he ran towards namjoon with a big smile on his face "man I wish I have my camera this place looks awesome" he said now standing near namjoon

"Hey V can you go check it out with kookie or jimin I wanna ask namjoon something" suga interrupted with a blank face "sure hyung! Hey jiminie come here I wanna show you something!!" V ran off then It was only suga and namjoon

"You okay man?" Suga finally asked , he'd been meaning to ask all day

"Yeah I don't see how I can be not okay?" Namjoon threw back

"Well maybe the thought of you storming off and then returning to the dorm late and limping had me and the guys worried" suga said looking down at the sitting boy

"First of all I was stressed so I stormed off and then got called to the studio causing me to go back late and the limping part.. you must've been sleepy and started to imagine things hyung" he replied eyes meeting his hyung now , he wasn't completely lying he was stressed and he was called to the studio it just wasn't the entire truth tho

"You can come to us when you're stressed namjoon you didn't have to make us worry and I was certain you were limping namjoon"

"Well I'm sorry if I didn't wanna add to your stress and no I was not limping"

"Get up" yoongi demanded and namjoon did as told "Now stomp with you left foot"

"What?" Namjoon asked at the ridiculous order "just do it" and that he did , he stomped hard with his foot only to fall back down clutching his ankle

"Namjoon .. tell me what really happened" he asked again signaling j-hope who saw the whole thing to tell the manager "I told you I just maybe sprained my ankle going up the stairs when coming back"

Yeah sure you're gonna get more sprained ankles now that they know

The truth was when namjoon ran off he was met by haters and fake army , while calminng himself by walking through the park someone threw a rock him making him lose his balance going down the stairs and thus causing him to step on it in a weird way and spraining it

In the end after arguing a bit they finally got namjoon to say yes to postponing the shooting later but he had to apologize to ARMY on live and that wasn't a nice thing for him

When he was live he got so many hate comments that they covered up the good ones

'Why are you even in bangtan?! This is the second time you ruined a comaback'

'Leave BTS rm'

'Useless leader why did you become an idol even?!'

Told you they weren't gonna take it nicely but you never listen huh

Sometimes he hated being fluent in English but it was in If the only things that made him feel useful but the voices even made that hard

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I will be going through the editing process now 😅

As you can see there are a lot of changes but it won't change much from the acutely chapter I hope

But the storyline will change a bit

Anyways

I love namjoon so soooooooo much and he's my bias

So yeah..

DONT HATE ME!

AND IM NKT BIASED MY BIAS WRECKER IS BTS

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