Missing Piece

Chapter 4

I searched up for Austin Mahone on twitter and I found some inactive account. The last thing he tweeted was in March, 2011. On his icon he was wearing braces and he had a Bieber haircut. He also wore puka necklace and I gotta admit he looks cute even though its a picture from 3 years ago. I'm still not sure if that's actually Austin Mahone that Francheska told me about. I read his tweet and they were all cute love quotes. Francheska told be that he's a player, so that's probably not him.

On instagram I found some guy named austin mahone and he had sooo many posts. I started scrolling through his account and I noticed that he wears beanies ans snapbacks a lot, not like that's important. He wasn't wearing braces anymore and he sure as hell looked drop dead hot. Unsure if this Austin is the same Austin from twitter, I kept scrolling through his account until I found his old posts.

It's him.

He looks even better now than he used to look in 2011, lol obviously. I downloaded one photo of him on my phone and kept staring at it the whole day. He looks so amazing, but I still don't know if that's the Austin I'm looking for. I decided to sent the photo to Fran and ask her if that's really him and I waited for her reply. After 10 minutes of waiting she texted me; "Yup! That's him"

I was laying in my bed for next 30 minutes thinking and daydreaming about him but then reality called me. Damn it Kelsey. "You're thinking about the boy you never actually met. What's wrong with you?" I thought. And seriously, something is wrong with me. I took my phone and checked Luke's twitter account to see if he tweeted something else. He tweeted the photo of him and Leanne. Great.  Suddenly, I started feeling all jealous. "No Kelsey. You can't be jealous. He cheated on you. You don't want him in your life anymore. Just forget about it!" My conscience talked to me. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I stared at my wall and started thinking about everything we had.

*ring ring ring*

"Come outside and don't say a word" Luke said through the phone. Without asking any questions I rushed outside. When I opened the door, my best friend Luke was standing there with a basket in his hands. He was smiling like a idiot and he seemed so happy. Seeing him there made me so happy.

"What is all this?" I said with a huge smile on my face. It was late, and my best friend was standing in front of the house.

"We are going to a picnic! yaay!" he said and the smile from his face never dissappeared. He looks so cute and my heart always beats faster when I'm around him. I think I have feelings for him, oh my God.

"A picnic? Now?" I said, clearly I was surprised and you could see it just by looking at me.

"Uhmm, yeah. I thought that a picnic under the stars would look so romantic" Romantic? "I mean.. It would look nice and cute to have picnic with your best friend under the stars" Luke said and I fell for it. I had butterflies in my stomach and I felt like throwing up. I was so nervous and so excited.

He put a blanket on the ground close to a big tree in my back yard. My back yard is probably not a good place for a picnic, but it's still nice from him. We sat really close and started talking about silly things like pickles. That was so awkward. He probably thought of me as a big weirdo because all I talked about were some stupid things that I only talk about when I'm nervous and excited.

"The sky is so beautiful' He said. And yeah, it really is. But not as beautiful as him, I thought.

I just nodded but I didn't say anything. While he was looking at the stars, I kept staring at him. He looks so amazing oh my god. He noticed my eyes on him and smiled. He moved his body closer to me and wrapped his arms around me. At first, I was confused, but hey! We are best friends so this is normal. I felt so beautiful in his arms. He made me feel like I was the only girl in the worls he made me feel so safe. My head was on his chest and his head was on my head. It looked so damn cute. I think that he could hear my heart beats but I didn't mind. We stood like this for few minutes, not talking, just staring at the stars. But he decided to break the silence.

"Kelly, I need to tell you something" That's how he called me, Kelly. I hated that nickname but he makes it sound special.

"Yeah?" I had no clue what is going to happen next.

"Please listen to me and don't say anything." I nodded. "I....I kind of like you"

"Wha-" My eyes were wide open and I couldn't believe what he just said. He likes me? I wanted to ask him what does he mean by that but he cut me off.

"You said you were gonna listen. I know we are best friends for ages, but I started growing feelings for you. I'm always so nervous around you and I always lose my mind. I wanted to tell you this for a long time but I just didn't know how.. It's really hard for me to talk to you about my feelings because I don't know how do you feel about me and I just-" before he even got his chance to finish, my lips were on his. I just couldn't help it. I dreamt about this moment for a long time and now was a perfect chance. Luke kissed me back. His lips felt so soft. Oh my god, he's an amazing kisser. Kissing him felt like heaven, and I didn't want to stop. He placed his arms on my hips and-

"Kelsey!"

"Kelsey... Kelsey wake up" I hear my mom's voice calling me. Oh my God. It was just a dream. It was a nightmare. It felt so realistic, oh my God. I remember when that happened. That's when he expressed his feelings for me, and after we kissed, we both started awkwardly laughing and we just didn't know what to say. We just kept staring at each other and giggling, but then I told him what I felt for a long time. It was really hard and I was blushing so bad. My cheeks were so red and he said that it looks so cute on me. He was so cute and his words made me blush even more. He asked me to be his girlfriend, which I saw coming because we liked each other and we had a make out sesh lol. I accepted, but I was trying to keep my cool and I was just like "Yes" in a chill tone, if you get what I mean. Deep inside, I was screaming, crying, laughing, jumping, everything. I just don't know how to explain it. It was so different than any other feelings, my heart was beating soooo fast and I think that he even could hear it because it seemed to be really loud. That night we spent together, we litererally slept outside with no pillows or blankets, just the two of us. I laid on his chest and he hugged me so tight, we were staring at the sky and we fell asleep just like that. When I woke up, he was sitting there and staring at me. I threw food at him because I felt so embarrassed. I hate when somene watches me in my sleep, I don't even know if I was snoring. Maybe I even farted oh my fucking God. Then we spent like a hour together talking about weird and awkward things and he went home. When I got in my room, I was jumping on my bed and I think I even hit the ceiling oh my God. This used to be my favorite memory, that's how it all started. Now, I wish I never got out because breaking up with someone who made you feel that special just hurts. It hurts not seeing him everyday. I miss his kiss, I miss his hug.... I miss him.  There are so many cute moments of us being together and it always used to make me smile, but now, all I do is cry. I can't forget it, I can't forget all those little details.

"Are you alright?" my mom asked me. No mom, I am not alright. I feel like sh*t, I don't even feel like a person anymore. 

"Yes mom I'm fine, why are you asking?" I lied.

"Because...  I was talking for 5 minutes to myself, you weren't even listening. You turned off" Wait, she was talking to me? OMG. 

"Sorry mom, what did you say?

"I said, I won't be here for a week or two, I'm going to Europe with my friend so you and your dad will be home all alone. Don't make any troubles and don't annoy your father, you know how he is. If you need any money, ask him but don't spent too much. I'm leaving for Europe tomorrow early in the morning. And also, school starts in 2 days. Don't be late"

"I wish I could go to Europe too.... What countries are you visiting?"

"Italy and Spain" that sounds amazing, I wish I could go with them but I have school.

"Alright mom. Don't worry about me I'll be fine"

"Good" she said and left the room. 

It's 5 pm and I have nothing to do. I started thinking about what am I going to today when my phone started buzzing. A text. From an unknown number. Oh.

A/N:

Hey guys! I'm sorry if the first few chapters are boring, but just wait until Kelsey meets Austin (: