And like the moon ☾
She had a side of her
So dark, that even the stars✧
Couldn't shine on her;
So cold, that even the sun ☀
Couldn't burn on it.
۵ ۵ ۵
❝ѕнє ωαѕ α тяσυвℓє
¢нασѕ яєαℓℓу
вυт нєя ѕмιℓє,
нєя ѕмιℓє
∂αяє∂ мє тσ fαℓℓ ιи ℓσνє...
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• Y O O N G I •
When we walk outside the comfort room, we found Namjoon and some of the gang's members fetching us up.
We quickly run towards the car and hurriedly drive home.
Right now, we're discussing about the plans for tomorrow and some information about the incident awhile ago.
I am sat beside Camila who's been talking to Jungkook. Their conversation seem so serious and I can't relate to them that's why I choose to just pay attention to Namjoon's discussion.
Once the meeting ended, we go on our separate ways. I'm planing on making myself a coffee so I proceed to the kitchen.
"Aww babe... Thank you for this. You're so sweet I can't even remember how you look like on my bed" I heard a voice from the kitchen door.
"Hush hush Jimin!" A very familiar voice replied. Soon enough I recognize who they were. It's Camila and Jimin.
I peek my eyes through the kitchen door. Jimin is hugging Camila from behind while she's making sandwiches. He's whispering sweet things to her ears as they're swinging to the music Jimin just played.
They look so happy. I don't understand why I am feeling uneasy and jealous? I keep telling myself that whatever between then is not serious but what I'm seeing now tells the opposite.
"There! Finish! Have a taste babe" Camila turned to face Jimin and feed him with the sandwich.
He never lose his grip on her but instead he hold her tighter like someone's gonna steal her from him. A part of me felt something shatter but I shake it off.
It's probably nothing anyways.
I compose myself and clear my throat. They both look at my direction and smiled.
"uhm, I hope I'm not disturbing anything...?" I trailed looking at Camila who's shifting uncomfortably.
"Of course not dude. Come on in!" Jimin smiled widely at me releasing his hands away from Camila.
I made my way towards the coffee machine and make myself a cup of coffee.
"Hey, we gotta go now Yoongi. See you around!" Jimin caught my attention at wave at me before he grabbed Camila's hand leaving me alone at the kitchen.
I sigh and shake my head. What am I thinking? They are a couple, Yoongi. And she's just a girl. I thought to myself when deep inside me I know that she's more than just a girl yet I can't fall in love with her. Maybe I'm wrong on choosing to befriend and be close to her. It just feels so wrong yet so right.
• C A M I L A •
Jimin held my hand and pull me out from the kitchen. He intertwined his hands on mine as we walk side by side going outside.
I'm not sure what Jimin has gotten into that he's acting strange. Ever since the ride back in here, he's acting so sweet. I'm not saying he's not sweet, but he acts so couple-ly and clingy. We're not the type of couple who do those clingy and cringed stuff, we usually flirts and do dirty stuffs.
I am caught by my own thoughts that I didn't realize we're now standing at the garden. I stand there in awe. I haven't gotten in here considering we're busy that we haven't discover some of the places in this mansion. But I guess Jimin already know this place.
"This is my favorite part of this place. When we first got in here, I already wander around here." He said.
He guided me as we walk towards the wooden swing. We sat there beside from each other. He put an arm around me as I rest my head on his shoulder.
"Jimin?" I asked after a minute of silence.
"Mmhh?" he hummed.
"What has gotten into you that you're suddenly act like we're in a serious relationship?" I asked sitting up straight. I look at him confused about the situation.
"Babe, I don't know what has gotten into me. But I have a confession..." He trailed. I signal him to continue.
"After what happened tonight, you know the accident..., I got SO worried about you. What I mean is, I don't think my feelings for you is just a friend. Yes, we usually do all things with lust but sometimes it's more than just my lust and desires to feel you. Some nights when we have sex, I took it out of love more than just sex. You know me Camila, I'm not usually the type of guy who confesses and do those romantic shits but when it comes to you, I am ready to do that." He never loosed his eyes on me while confessing his feelings.
"J-jimin I-I don't... Know... I m-mean..." I stuttered as I get nervous. I'm not ready on this kind of situation yet. I'm still building my perspective on love. Maybe someday I finally can be in love but now is not the time and I can't bring myself on saying that to Jimin.
"It's okay Camila. I understand you but just so you know, I'm gonna wait for you until you're ready to fall again." He smiled sweetly.
He never really fails to catch my soft side. He's my best friend. We've known each other ever since I moved from Miami to Seoul. He knew my happy pills as well as the things that dismays me, vise versa.
Jimin is the sweetest person I know. He's so special to me. So special that I can't take the risk of loosing our friendship.
I'm so afraid that if ever I will" break my walls down, I will only get hurt. I think that is why I am afraid to love again. It's not that I don't believe in love, I'm a very strong believer in it actually, I'm just deathly terrified that it doesn't believe in me.
