IT'S 5am and my eyes shine with tears
and my throat burns as sobs rack my
body. all i know is you, you you you.
the moon shining over your skin makes
it look almost as soft as the sound of
your voice murmuring you love me,
telling me over and over, convincing me.
your hands in my hair as the sun heats
your golden skin, giggling as you stick
your toes further in the sand and you
look me in my eyes and gently hold my
hand, smiling that smile. the one that
makes me lose control and fall deeper
in love with you than i should, we both
know all too well this is your fun with me
before you move on and i'm left pathetically
sobbing for you to come back to me. ive
watched leave you my house so many times,
watched my home walk away from me.
i still love you even though you chose her. i
still miss your eyes sparkling with mischeif
and fairy dust glittering at your lashes and
your beautiful rose stained cheeks and your
voice singing to me in the dusk of the night.
why do you completely break me? why do
you say you love me when you leave? am
i not enough to make you stay?
even just for tonight?
