To my Denisse,
Remember us having the most wonderful time kapag magkasama tayo? Pakiramdam ko tayo lang ang tao sa mundo and that we own everything. Sabi nga nila we have our own little world kapag magkasama na tayo 'cause we always zone out'. Hindi na nagmamatter yong ibang tao when I was with you. Parang suddenly they disappear and tayo na lang ang natira. Remember us being clingy sa isat-isa to the point na sobrang nagselos sa akon yong ex-boyfriend mo because 'we were acting more than what we should'. Remember nung nahulog ako when I jumped to hit the ball pero namali yong pagkahulog ko and I slided under the net? Your face was so priceless, parang nabato ka sa kinatatayuan mo but I want to thank you for always being there for me, for always taking care of me. Hindi ka tumigil alagaan ako kahit na sobrang tigas ng ulo ko, kahit na palagi kitang inaasar cause you really sound like nanay. Walang ipinagkaiba. By the way, she says hi. She misses you Den, we missed you. Den, I'm so sorry if I took advantage of our friendship. We were both drunk that night to the point na hindi na tayo nakauwi and we checked in the nearest hotel. I was shocked when you kissed me but I am more shocked when I kissed you back. I know I should have not but the alcohol took over me and I let it. I am really sorry for taking advantage of you. I know what we did that night was wrong but something about it feels right. When we woke up, that was the worst thing that ever happened. We confronted each oyher and the worst is when you asked me to get out of your life, na you don't want to see me again. Pain and hatred is the only thing that I saw on you. I was so wrong when I told you na wala lang yon, na it doesnt mean anything. I regret everything, everything that I've said. But one thing I will never regret was what happened that night. I should've told you what I really felt towards you, what makes me do what I did but I was scared, scared na baka you doesnt feel the same. You, out of all people knows how scared I am na mareject. I want to tell you how much I love you, not just as my best friend but as more than that. I am sorry if after that incident I didn't even bother to ask for your forgiveness 'cause I know I deserve every bit of your hatred. I am sorry for being the most coward person you've ever known, I am sorry for hurting you, for taking advantage of you, for taking your most precious gift na para sa mapapangasawa mo pero I took it. I don't think I still have the face to meet you until now. I am happy that you've finally found him. I hope he'll treat you well. I love you so much that it hurts seeing you happy with someone but I know na when you're happy I am happier. Always remember that I'm always here for you. I just wish I can turn back time to make things right again pero hindi pwede. I guess the biggest regret that I have is not telling you how much I love you. I love you Den, so much. Take care of your self. Congratulations soon to be Mrs. Revilla. I am happy for you.
- Babba 💙
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Dear Alyssa,
First of all I didn't regret anything that we had that night. I am not mad at you for taking advantage of me 'cause I am the one who took advantage of you. I just wish you were strong enough to admit your feelings towards me. Things could've changed. But I guess not everything goes on your way. I love you so much Alyssa that it fucking hurts every single day that I wont be able to be with you. We were bestfriends for Pete's sake. We were always all over each other. I miss having you around. I miss you so much. I wish we can turn things to what it used to be. I love you so much. Take care of your self cause I'm not there to take care of you anymore. I love you Alyssa.
- Denisse
