Not Who I Thought

Just go with it

-GAY JUST LETTING YOU KNOW GAY-

.He walked up the staires and brought me into a room he the threw me on the bed. He then took off his hoodie ahd threw it. He got on top of me and started to kiss my neck. I moaned..great.
He then kissed my lips..
"Is this your fisrt time?"
I looked at him strange..
"Whats thats supposed to mean."
He smiled and kissed me again.
"By the way you kiss...its your first time.."
I looked at him than away and blushed..
He grabbed my chin.
"Baby its okay there's noting to be ashamed of especially with me. I like you..your pretty fucking cute to be honest."
I blushed harder and then he kissed me again. God damn he was good. I decided to just go with it evan I was or wasnt drunk.
I kissed him back.
He moand.
"Im a sexual" i gasped out. He got up and was towering over me now.
He dragged his fingure down my chest go my stomach and reached my pants.
"Now your not.."
He grined and pulled my pants down. Leaving me in my boxeres. I forgot i had elready unbuttoned them myslef in the basement. He kissed me again. This time it was rough. He then started to grind on me. I closed my eyes moaning. Thats all I remembered.

I woke up with a sherring pain in my head. My mouth tasted weird like achahol. I put my hand on the bed abd lifted my self up. Then i fell off cause i had put it on the edge. Oh shit.
I hit the ground hard.
"Ughhh.my head hurts."
I heard the sound of a lighter being lit. Not long after i could smell a freshly lit ciggirett. It smelled good. I rubbed my eyes and layed there. The floor was soft carpet so it was comfy. I put my hands over my head..the i relized i didnt have a shirt on...Im cold..i pulled the blanket from the bed. And covered myself.
Somonee was standing over me. I opened my eyes it was Vakik.
Ughhhh that made me remember what happened. I'm no longer a virgin. At least i dont think. I don't fukin remember. He was shirtlees and was only in black skinny jeans. He was hot...Shit...he was smoking a ciggirett. And he droped an ash on the blanket.
God fuck it didnt burn my skin.
"You burt the blanket." i said with iniconte eyes.
He put it in his mouth. And grabbed my arms.
"Get your ass up kid."
He pulled me up and i was standing a few inches from him. He was blowing smoke in the air..
He pulled me closer by my pants and kissed me letting smoke go into my mouth.
"If your gonna be here your gonna do what i do as in drinking and smoking.."
He body checked me. And smiled.
"How old are you anyway kid."
Im not a fucking kid. I turned and crossed my arms.
Okay i acted like it so what.
"Im 17 for your information." He turned his head and kissed my neck. Mmm.
He took. Another puff.
"What a great time to start." he said and grabbed my but.
"Alright go take a shower the clothes are already in there on the counter. I started to walk then he grabbed my arm.
"And dont try anything stupid or youll be punished...understood" i took my arm back and nodded.
"I understand." i went to the bathroom and turned on the shower. There was a seperet jet tub and a shower a big closet a two sink counter a big mirror and a toilet..well duh..the walls were a concrete marble...the shower head was atached tonthe celling so the water just came straight down. I took off my pants and boxers and hopped in. It was so warm. Is my mom worried...she probolly thought i just killed myself. Somone had to have seen something. I was punched on the side walk. Who didnt see that. They wouldn't file a missing childrens report cause im 17. They probolly thought i just left town. Because. I Couldn't deal with it all. God damn it. I punched the wall several times. The i saw blood drip down the wall. Fuck. I looked at my knuckles and there was skin pealing off of each one. Shit..
I got out and got dressed in a black hoddie and black jeans. The hoddie was baggy just how i like it. Also just plain black. I put my sleeve over my hand like a girl would if she were cold. I opended the door and Valike was sitting on the recently made bed.
"What the fuck was that noise?" he looked at me with abother cig in his mouth.
"Shampoo wouldn't come out of the bottle so l..yeah"
I felt the blood onto my lower fingures. Shit i put my hand behind my head. He got off the bed and walked towards me.
"Im not fucking retarted theres no shampoo in there and i know what punching a wall sounds like." he showed me his had. There were scars on his knuckles.
"Then why did u ask."
He grabbed my arm from behind my head.
"Why did you do This. Do i have to watch u in the shower now"
"No" i said agrivatidly. This was so dumb I. Why in the hell did he care.
"Alright lets go."
He took my hand in his. And we walked out. He was just tugging me a long. God....fuck...my head hurt..
"Valik...my head hurts..."
"I know".
Ughhhhh