It's Been 2 months since lily died and I still can't get over her.She was like my best friend my peanut to my jelly,it was so sad to see her die.She was always there for me and I never even said goodbye.Everthing changed,Lilly's mom never brought pies over anymore and the whole neighborhood was quite the boy down the road wasn't as cute as I thought.I missed her to bad I couldn't sleep without haveing nightmares all the time.Mom and dad still would always complain about how there always fighting all the time.I wish lily was here to support me I still wonder why she had to die.The next day I went to the Felix's were me and lily would always climb trees and ride our horses.I rode my horse there quite often now I don't know why though.Imiss her a lot I start going to church now and praying to god for her to come back somehow but I know it's not possible.I wonder if I'll ever see her face again.I hope god is taking care of her she's probably scared,it's not like she knew it was going to happen.But I still think about her everyday and hopefully she's looking down from the sky smiling and watching over me like god is.
