This Crazy Thing We Call Life

Bffs and alcohol

I didn't understand what had happened all I knew was that cliff was dead and Leah was gone.I need ice cream.cookiesand cream solves all.

Well maybe I just need to grow up.After all I am a old woman of 146.I just wish my sister was here to help me.My sisters gone and she's never coming back,but its for the best.

"Hey Becca,I'm-"

I ran up go him and hugged him,"she's gone Nate,she left me again,"I sobbed how is this possible,I'm going to get her back.

"She loves you Becca don't forget that,"he whispered into my ear.

"Why does everything I love always leave me?Why am I not good enough?"I cried.

"Becca you didn't see her when she left,"I pulled out of the hug.

"And you did?"I asked I stared at him with glassy eyes and a pained expression.

"She told me not to lose you Becca anndI'm not going to,"he promised.

"Your all I have left Nate I have nothing I'm all alone,"I cried.

"I'm not going to let you be alone anymore you have me,and its going to stay that way you understand?"he cupped my face.

"I don't want to hurt anymore Nate,"I looked up,"make it stop!!!"I screamed.It hurt and it needed it to stop.I don't want to feel anymore!

"It will stop Becca give it time,"

"But its needs to stop now!"I melted out of his arms and on to the ground.Kill.Me.Now.I don't want to live anymore.

My phone started to ring,"Jetta,"I picked up the phone,"Hey Jetta."

"Is everything okay?"

"No,"I cried.

"I'll be over in a sec,"she Hung up and I smiled.

"Jetta coming over,I think I just might live,"I hugged him.

Jetta's POV

"You be careful hun there vampires,"my mother warned.

"Becca is kind,she would never hurt me,"I looked up at my mother,"And just in case I put vervain in my bag."

"You better pray to the godess child,"my mother said and I rolled my eyes heading out the door.

Becca would never hurt me.Maybe Nate but not Becca sure she hasn't told me her secret but I understand why.Maybe she would tell me tonight.Or maybe I'll tell her.

I knocked at the front door and got a automatic answer

"Hey Jetta,"Becca answered and I hugged her,"Leah,my sister she left me."She started bawling .I'm glad I have all brothers.Okay that's really shallow.

I walked in the door and waved to Nate,"hey Nate,"I looked over at Rebecca,"I have something."

"What?"Rebecca looked confused.

"I'm a witch," I looked at her wide open jaw.

"Well than you must know that we are-"

"Yes I know,"I half smiled.

"Your not freaking out?"

"I'm used to people freaking out about me,"I so knew the feeling.Getting all your friends torn away sucks.At least my nickname isn't Satan worshipper anymore.

"Well now that we have that covered who wants some ice cream?"Nate asked and I laughed.

Rebeccas POV

Me and Jetta where now open books we could tell each other everything.She was there when I needed her most.She was here now.I really liked Jetta.But it seemed like her mom didn't like me that much.Nobody likes vampires except for like fake ones like Edward Cullen or Damon Salvatore,especially witches.They just think where 'unnatural' and goes against the laws of nature or whatever.Back in the day everyone got burned vampire or witch you where both screwed.Now its a totally different generation.

"Champagne anyone?"I laughed and held out a glass of vodka.

"I'm underage,"Jetta laughed.

"I'm 142 its perfectly legal!"I handed her a glass.

"Thank you madam lets drink this in honor!"We raised our glasses

"To the supernatural!"

"To the supernatural!"we drank.

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I cried during this chapter...

Nate is so awesome!!!!

Okay bye....