Thoughts, Poems, And Depression

Torn in Tears

I'm hiding my flaws
I'm fighting my pain
I promised to keep you safe
But I can't stop wondering
What if I fail you?
What if I lose you?
As I sit and think
I'm torn in tears
Crying amd pleading
Waiting for the days to finally end
So I'll hide my pain
I'll hide my tears
I'll keep you safe
Even if it kills me over the years

(I'm torn. I don't know what happened. I can be happy and the next second, I feel like breaking down in tears. That was my inspiration for this poem. I hope you enjoy.)