i hate you | xiuchen |

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song of the day: spellbound by tvxq

I stood still, silently crying as it felt like my mind was tearing itself apart from the inside. Memories shattering and breaking apart like glass, cutting my head open with each passing second.

The woman showed no remorse, like it didn't even matter that she just ended someone's life, someone who had a life ahead of them, a family, friends, a will to live.

Everything in my mind was gone, nothing was there. My family, gone. Friends, gone. Nothing. What do I have to lose.

"HEY, KILL ME TOO." I yelled as the woman started to walk away, but stopped with her back facing towards me.

I fell to the ground clutching my chest and sobbing like there was no tomorrow, like time would stop. I began to pull at my hair, ripping some from my scalp as I completely broke.

"PLEASE, JUST DO IT..." I begged as I laid on the ground next to Takuya.

The woman scoffed and threw the gun to the ground in front of me.

She spoke quietly," If you would beg me to end your life and I refused, but gave you the option to kill yourself, would you really do it?"

I stared at the gun placed before me.

"I thought so. Don't mess with fate."

Now hitting the cement alleyway with my fists, I became filled with anger towards myself, but not the woman.

The woman walked towards me, crouched down, and ran a hand through my hair. She grabbed the gun she had thrown, kicked my shoulders up so I was on my knees, and pulled the trigger again.