i hate you | xiuchen |

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song of the day: rain by sid

"Get off the floor, dumb fuck."

"Hey... get up before I smash your phone..."

"H-hey... I didn't kill you, did I? Are you that weak?"

"Fuck."

"Minseokiki~ be my bodyguard, never let me out of your sight. Be mine, and I'll be yours, forever." Jongdae whispered into my ear softly as we laid under the far away stars.

"You're the only thing I live for- stay with me through everything that can happen, please." He kissed my temple gently, running a hand through my hair as he did. His smile was soft, warming. I smiled back as bright as him.

"I love you, Minseok. I hope you can say the same." Kissing the top of my nose as he spoke, he made my heart flutter.

"Of course, I love you Jongdae, more than anything in the world."

"Then kiss me," he pointed to his lips," here. Where it counts."

"Gladly." I placed my hands on the sides of his squishy face and closed my eyes.

"Doctor! He's awake!"

I opened my eyes. White ceiling.

"Can you tell me your name?" A nurse.

"...Can you hear me?" Yes I can hear. Nod.

"Sixi, we need you, we've got a new patient with a head injury in room 20." She left.

Staring at a white ceiling, I began to recall.

Where is Takuya?

A throbbing pain resounded in my head, but that didn't matter. My memories came in like a flood, good and bad.

And then I remembered where Takuya went. He left too.

Tears stung my eyes as I began to sob uncontrollably, pulling at my hair and hitting my head harshly as I recalled everything.

"TAKUYA!" I screamed, reaching towards the ceiling in hopes of this all being a bad dream that I could wake up from.

"TAKUYA!" I yelled as loud as I could, my voice faltering as a result. Hurt is all I felt, like I could lose it all and be happier.

A nurse hurried into my room and saw me in a panicked frenzy of sorts, trying to get me to lay back down as kindly as she could.

I resisted. I can't take this.

Yet another nurse ran in and assisted the first one in getting me to lay back down and calm a bit. They reassured me sweetly that everything will be fine, and I wanted to believe it.

"Can you tell me your name?" The first nursed asked while she rubbed my arm calmingly.

"Minseok." I responded with a hoarse voice.

"Good. Do you know what day it is?" She asked.

"January 24th." I answered.

"It's January 27th, you've been in the hospital for the past few days. You should rest a bit more, if you need anything just press the purple button and we will come." She smiled as she stood and walked out.

The other nurse gave me some medicine, I don't know what it is.

Whatever it was, it made me fall fast asleep.