So in the previous chapter I talked about Chandler. And I was flirting with him.
Now, let me just say something. I'm 18. He's 22. We both know this fact about the other.
And I was talking to him over fall break since like... He was interested in me. And I decided why not since the guy I liked wouldn't make a move.
And he quickly jumped to asking me about if I'm cool with a friend's with benefits relationship.
Not something I thought of until then. I forgot it was a term.
I told him I might be, but I wasnt sure. He took that as a chance to continue the conversation and see just how much Ive done.
Spoiler alert: I've literally done nothing with someone except cuddle. That's it. No kissing. Nothing sexual.
You can imagine his surprise. But he took it in stride and asked me if I had any kinks or interests.
Another spoiler: not sure. Why? I'm not the type of person who wants to watch porn, so I just don't. I read smut but that's it and it hardly gets me turned on.
He's definitely surprised and tells me that I should take time to figure it out while I'm home on break.
I said nah.
He's like well okay and tried talking me through some interests. He was very insistent if y'all can't tell yet.
And so we talk about some things throughout the week we're home and we get back to school the day before classes.
And y'all wanna know the first thing I did while back?
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I told him he's buying me food and we'll go to his dorm.
And we cuddled and watched a show on Netflix.
For a bit, at least.
Then he looks at me, so I look at him.
He asks if he can kiss me.
Sure. So we do a quick peck.
Back to watching Netflix. Where my attention is lol.
I think after two episodes he paused it and got on top of me.
"Hello," I chirped.
"Hello," he replied, getting his face really close to mine.
"Why'd you pause it?" I asked him, too awkward to do anything.
"Because I wanna kiss you," he told me.
Okay. I'm cool with that I guess.
So we kiss.
This dude, in my opinion, is a shit kisser. He just smashes his lips against mine and like I know that's not how kissing works. But ya know, whatever, gotta roll with it.
He knows what he's doing, he's sexually active. I'm just learning things.
While kissing, I have my arms around his shoulders/neck and he starts to move his hand towards my boobs.
Which I'm fine with.
Then he eventually flips us over so I'm on top. And he's groping me as much as he can before he asks me if he can take my shirt off.
I tell him it's okay, since me being seen in my bra isn't new since at LARP I'd wear a sports bra and sweats.
So he struggles taking off my shirt.
And boy is surprised to see I'm wearing a sports bra.
Don't know what he was expecting there.
He asked if he could take it off. I told him no. He's like okay and we went back to kissing. Then his hands go to my ass.
And more or less, my hands just stay by the back of his head, I'm not a big touchy person.
So I'm just like okay... Sure, no problem there.
Then he asks if I can take my pants off. I say no. He's like okay and drops it.
Ya know, being a perfect gentleman about all of it.
Soon after, he puts the show back on, and we're cuddling, I'm still shirtless. He's got his clothes on.
And that wraps up my first experience with Chandler.
Stay tuned if you wanna hate a dude for being dumb cuz thats next.
