Ideas And Lectures That Stay In My Head ( But Mostly My Stupid Rants And Peves)

There cannot be an ending

There cannot be an ending without the beginning. That has always been a truth in this state of reality, but why is that?

Why does there have to be an ending?

   I have realized that there is no true ending until one is completely forgotten to everyone and everything.

Why is it that people forget?

    It is the brain telling the person to let go, when you are not ready to let go your brain will keep reminding you of what is not remaining.

Why is the remaining so painful?

     It is painful because you have an emotional attachment to the remaining. The remaining are the things you want to keep with you even if it is painful to keep. It reminds you of the something that is now gone, of the things you wish were still there.

Why do we wish they were still there?

    We wish they were still there because we cannot let go, we cannot let go of the fact that it is no longer with us, that all we have left of it is our memories. We cannot realize that to let go we would need to forget and it is so hard to forget.

Why can we not forget?

    We cannot forget because that would mean ending and the human mind is afraid of the end. It is an irrational fear that will one day lead us to our end, for if we fear the end we fear our next big adventure. Fear itself is irrational, but we still have it and everything is afraid of the end. No matter how much you deny it you will still hesitate to end, to forget, and to let go. Some part of us will always remember until we in turn end, and we will pass it on and on until it is truly forgotten.