Born to be Yours (Paul x Tanner)

My life

Paul's POV

Ugh...It's just another day gone through pain because of my abusive boyfriend, Daniel. He may seem like a nice guy when you meet him, but in reality he's a monster. Daniel just makes it worse because... well I have depression and every night I go cry myself to sleep but some days when I feel like a total mess I cut myself. No one at Hi5 really notices that I wear long sleeves, but the one that does is Tanner, I mean why would he care about me. To be honest I... um how do I put this... well I like Tanner, it's just his smile that just gives me hope to actually live. Well I have to be going now.

Time Skip

I park right in front Hi5 Studios I go into Red base and get greeted by Tanner, he was all happy because of course he was vlogging so I had to act all happy, but I was actually sad. "Hey Paul, how is things going" Tanner asked "Same as usual" I responded not sounding that happy. Tanner noticed and he turned off his camera, "Paul, what's wrong" he asked. If I can really trust him, but I guess I have to lie to him. "Nothing, it's just that I didn't get enough sleep" I lie. "I know that you're lying, Paul" Tanner said. " IT'S NOTHING... okay, please leave me alone" I sigh. I walk into Connor and I's office and slam the door not really caring who heard. I put my head in my hands, "What is life? I can't even trust my own friend" I whisper. Out of nowhere Connor comes in the office and startled me a bit "Connor, knock on the door next time" "Sorry, I didn't you were in here" "It's fine Connor" I respond "Hey, what's up what that tone of yours?" Connor asks. "Connor, you would already know" "Oh, so it's about your boyfriend huh" Connor says. " Well, yes but when I came in here Tanner was vlogging and he caught me being all moody" "Anddd?" " Well I umm... I like boys" I told Connor " So, who's the lucky man" " It's T-tanner" I whispered. " You know what I actually ship you and Tanner" Connor said "Really" "Yep" He responded. "But please promise me something" Connor said " Okay, what" "Promise me that you won't give up" He told me. Well shit, I guess he know that I self-harm. Of course you do idiot. Ugh... well there goes my negative thoughts.
"Okay, I promise"