Born to be Yours (Paul x Tanner)

Who Am I?

Paul's POV

I wake up to bright lights and beeping. I try to take a look around; I was in a hospital. I notice to that there is a tall blonde man in a armchair, he has tears in his eyes and it looks like he hasn't slept for a long time. My head hurts a lot, but why am I in a hospital. The man noticed that I have woken up but he is saying someone's name.

"Paul..." He says

"Umm... Who is Paul?" I ask sounding stupid

"Oh, so you were right of what you said in the letter." He says starting to tear up

"Um, What letter?" I ask

"Oh nothing, I'm just glad that you're alive, who knows what I've could have done if you were-" He got cut off, I saw some tears and asked him why he crying

"A-Are you Okay?"

"Yes, I-It's just that we used to be friends and well you did some things and I guess you lost your memory." He said

"Oh, well I will try to remember who I am and we will become friends again." I said

"Thanks, just try to remember okay?"

"Okay, by the way, what's my name?" I ask

"Oh yeah, your name is Paul Kennedy and my name is Tanner Malmedal and I'm one of your friends." He said

"Wait, I have more friends?"

"Yep, Imma go ask when could leave the hospital if that's okay with you?" He says

"Yea, go ahead."

Damn, he seems nice I mean what did I do to myself. I started to look around if I had an injuries, then I saw a bunch of little marks on my entire wrist, I touch them, some of them were deep and some were light marks. All of a sudden my head started hurting a lot and I started to get lightheaded then the tall blonde man came in and everything went dark.

Time Skip

I wake up again and he was there crying his eyes out. I feel bad, I mean I don't remember anything but I want to help him and also myself with what I did wrong because I know that those marks on my wrist don't appear randomly. Then I start seeing the tall blonde man looking at me, I start to blush, why I am blushing.

"P-Paul, I thought I lost you for a second." He said

"Umm, I just started to feel lightheaded and yeah."

"Please don't do that again, you scared me." He said

"As long as my body doesn't do that, okay I won't do it again. Oh and by the way, what did the doctors say?" I asked

"Oh they said you can get out tomorrow (yes, I know he was supposed to stay there longer but meh...) and that I have to stay with you to take care of you. Ummm... I-if that's o-okay with you." He said

"Yeah, that's fine at least I have someone with m-me"

"Okay because I'm really worried about you..." I starting noticing that he was blushing, I mean what... Is he gay? Wait, am I gay?

"Hey, Hey Paul" I heard someone say

"Umm... what, what happened"

"Oh sorry, I just need to say that have to leave now" Tanner said

"S-sure drive safe, o-okay"

"Okay I will, Bye Paul" Tanner said sounding like if he couldn't drive (If that makes any sense)

"Bye" Paul said (Ha, Im Bi)

I started to get sleepy so might as well hop into a dream...

In the dream...
So Tanner and I are going to a beach and staying at a beach house. We are in his truck heading over there, everything is perfect, the sky was a light blue tint and the birds were chirping. We arrived there and I felt that something good was going to happen. Tanner and I walked on the sand so we decided to go in the water but we had to put on sunscreen. Tanner started to take off his shirt and heck- he look gorgeous.

"So Paul, you ready?" Tanner asked

"Umm, yeah"

"Then lets gooooo" He said

I started to splash water on him so we started a water fight then a big wave came a made us fall I was on Tanner... I was blushing hardcore. Then I felt a pair of lips on mine. Tanner was kissing me...

"Ummm, I'm so so so sorry Paul" Tanner said

"It's o-okay"

"P-Paul, will you be my boy-"

OMG, why did I dream about that. Do I have feelings for Tanner? No that can't be it. Wait, but what is it? I really don't know but all I know is that it was a dream...

Do I really have feelings for Tanner?

A/N-
I KNOW, I AM VERY SORRY IT'S JUST SCHOOL AND PROBLEMS SO I WILL TRY TO MAKE IT UP OKAY.
OKAY.