Melody's Diary

The Past

2/3/15

Today I had a dream about Mal he and I sanged let me be your wings and after we were dune singing I dream of he ask me to be his wife for life he showed me a family member wedding ring but I had to wake up it felled real but it was not I did not see a ring I could eared his yelling for my name when I wakeing up and I can still ear hime I what to run to his voice but I can't he in england londen it so far away but I can fell him in my heart he holding me he what's me but I can't be his I still have to go thrue high school but I really what to be his I have to chose him or school I really to tell somebody I have being watching porno and I am hopeing nobody will find out about that dark seacret all lot is going thrue me mind like. What if I dont make it thrue school and what if I dont get to met Mal oh man that must really suck I what to say this son of a bitch I what to be with Mal but I have to school god I wish you can just put Mal in my teenage life like a boyfriend or feonsay or husband I know you don't understand me or with the angel's and demon's I might be a hybride child well I am almost home.