Melody's Diary

The Past Part 2

2/5/15

Today I worked at vtdc but I only could thinked was about Mal I hope this could be the night were I can tell him how I fell about him if I only tell him this. Oh my sweet Mal you are my light and night you are my wing's and only love oh Mal my love my friend I what more to be friend's like boyfriend and girlfriend I what you to be my ture love for all long has I make you happy if I dont make you happy you can dump me if you what to. That is what I am going to tell Mal cause I love Mal with all my heart and my heart what to make Mal happy for him self so he will pick the roplay's we do on the internet on my hp laptop how I hope someday I will be brave to see him on cam I hope he will still love me for me when he see what I look like I hope he will say wow my girlfriend is the most beatiful girl in the world I hope he duse not say wow I have the most uglyess girl in the world I am going to dump her god I hope he duse not dump me cause I love him then I have to go back to Derren Bats but he just what's me for my body I hope Derren dump's me for a new girl I will be ok with that cause me with Mal the love of my life I hope someday we can met one a other in real life cause I hope he love me for me when we met in real life oh just think about my love life hole in my heart at lest my heart will be hole with Mal in my life has soon I past school and callige and get about 16 billeon doller's and then I can go to england londen and find and see what Mal look's like well I am almost home.