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can't relate (g.d.g.)

"do you ever wish that we could escape?" you ask as you gaze upon the stars with gabe lying right next to you. he looks at you with a face full of confusion.

"what are you talking about, y/n?" gabe questions as he sits up and holds himself up with his elbows.

the two of you decided to go stargazing that night. due to your busy schedules, with gabe pursuing his dancing and you trying to get through high school, you guys couldn't spend as much time with each other which was putting a toll on your friendship.

"i mean, don't you wish that you could get away from the louder you're living and experience a life full of joy where nothing goes wrong and you get everything you've ever wanted." you say as follow his actions and face him.

"no not really. i mean i'm living a life that i'd never thought i live. dancing for millions of people on tour, teaching my own classes. it's just so mind blowing that i've made it this far as a teen." gabe gushes looking out at the bustling city in front of them.

you watch as his face lights up talking about his dance career and you couldn't have been any prouder. but you couldn't help but get a little jealous. here was gabe being handed all these opportunities. but then there is you. barely getting through high school, along with family issues. you haven't had an amazing opportunity in a long time and you've lost all hope for your future.

"yeah can't relate." you say barely above a whisper before turning your head to face hollywood. gabe was speechless. who knew three words could express so much hurt.

"what's going on y/n? you know you can talk to me. i know i haven't been there for awhile but i'm here now so please explain to me what's going on." gabe pleads gently grabbing your chin and turning your head so you're facing him.

just one look into his pleading eyes, and soon you're bawling your own eyes out. you didn't know why but it felt as if you were letting go of a lot of stress and anger. gabe pulls you closer to him and soothingly strokes your hair.

"it's okay, let it out. i'm here." gabe whispers as he pulls you even closer into his chest. at this point he wasn't planning on letting go of you.

"it's just, i don't have anything good going for me right now and seeing you achieve your goals and following your dreams, it just makes me feel like nothing because i'm not special like you are gabe." you whimper in between cries.

"y/n what are you talking about?"

"i'm saying you can sing, dance, act, and you're so nice and caring everyone loves you. i can't sing, or do any of that crazy but cool shït you do. and you're the only person i know who actually loves me." you explain with tears falling down your face.

"y/n do you hear yourself? you're one of the most hardworking, determined, and brave person i've ever met and i can't be the only one who sees that. i don't know anyone else who would spend a whole month of their summer in a hot library helping kids learn english. i don't know anyone else that would drop everything, even if it means flunking an exam, and comfort someone who's hurting. i want to be the one who shows you that you don't have to escape to have a great life. i love y/n, and not i that best friend way either."

after his long rant he pulls you in for a long passionate kiss. you were stunned at first but you soon kissed back enjoying every moment of it. when you pull away you just stare into each other's eyes.

"at least there is one thing we can both relate to." you say wiping some of your lip gloss off his lips.

"and that is?"

"we both won't let each other go. we love each other too much to see the other one hurt."

"hashtag relatable." gabe says in a girly voice causing the both of you to burst into a fit of laughter.

"you dork you ruined the moment." you say pushing his shoulder causing him to laugh even louder.

when you both calm down, he turns to you and gives you a small peck on the lips causing you to smile. he then swings his arm over your shoulder and pulls you closer and you both admire the scenery infront of you. none of you saying a word because everything has been said. everything was heard. and everything is right again.

 

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