Things That Fall | l.mh x h.js

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Beads of sweat are falling out of every pore on Minho's body, escaping like the remnants of his sanity flying away with the winter breeze. It's been ages since he's been this nervous, ages being equivalent to the time he auditioned to join JYP. His heart rate quickens and his breath shortens and god he's panicking, shaking. Next to him Jisung is seemingly holding up better, no visible shaking coming from the younger male.

Minho can feel Jisung's hand sliding into his and he's left to bite back a smile because this isn't the proper time to be having a gay moment with his half friend half boyfriend (because it's not official and Minho still worries Jisung doesn't like him enough to want to date him). He holds his breath, hoping that the heat rising in his cheeks lessens enough for him to concentrate on the task at hand instead of on the way Jisung's hands tremble in his own.

He forces himself to think of the way JYP stares heartlessly instead of the beads of sweat trailing down the sides of Jisung's face. He thinks of the possibility of not being able to debut instead of the way Jisung's breathing makes his heart pick up speed, thinks of how he could fail and never get the chance of his dreams coming true (forcing the thought of being with Jisung out of his head because that dream is too unrealistic). His eyes focus themselves on JYP's hardened expression (totally not sparing a glance in Jisung's direction and catching a glimpse of heaven for the first time in forever).

JYP says something but Minho can't pick up the words JYP is laying down because Jisung's hands squeeze his lightly and make him lose all sense of control he had before. Minho's a goner, not in the literal you can't debut way (because that hasn't been decided but give it a few minutes and he'll tell you) but in the holy fucking shit I'm in love with Han Jisung way. He weighs the consequences of looking at Jisung and decides that maybe it would be okay if he fainted in the middle of the stage three minutes before the final ruling on if he gets to debut or not.

Looking at Jisung was probably not the best choice, definitely not Minho thinks as his eyes trail on Jisung's lips his bottom lip captured between his teeth gnawing at the soft flesh in a nervous habit (his tongue poking out occasionally to moisten his drying lips). Minho gasps, catching Jisung's attention (he smirks before he turns back to face JYP, the nervous glint back as quickly as it had gone).

Minho faces JYP when the announcement is made, turning to look at Jisung who's already a smiley mess. (Heading over to hug Felix probably). When Felix turns and hugs the living shit out of Chan Minho panics with a capital "P" because Jisung is still inching closer, that stupid goddamn smile plastered on his face with his arms wide open. Minho decides to meet him halfway, hearing a giggle slip from Jisung's mouth as they collide and embrace each other.

They've made it, all nine boys are going to debut and Minho likes to say that he was happier for getting to debut than getting to stay with Jisung (but everyone including Jisung would tell you he's lying because he's too whipped to ever think of anything being better than his 'Sungie'). When the cameras turn off they head backstage and Minho will tell you right now that when Jisung pulled him into a kiss after saying the most precious statement he kind of died inside, but he won't tell you what Jisung said because it's confidential.

Yo fam waddup! The last chapter will be everything jisung never got to say during MINHOS parts. Always remember to stay beautiful.
-Jazzy-Poo