Not Such a Mistress

Not Possible

Zarah

For the past month I've been getting very nauseous constantly. I never throw up it's just some smells don't agree with me. It's been almost two months since the Dallas incident and I haven't called or texted him. I was getting my mind off him by hanging with Andre. He's the only one I told about what happened and he was ready to kill Dallas but I told him it was okay and that I made the mistake in trusting a grown man in three months.

I was finishing getting dress when someone knocked on my door.

"Come in." I said and I saw my mom and dad walk in. "Hey guys."

"Zarah sweetie we need to talk to you." My dad said.

"Ok." This sounded serious so I sat down on my bed.

"We have to go over to Germany for a year." My dad said and I felt my eyes go big.

"Who is we?"

"Zarah it's only me and your mom going."

"But why daddy?"I asked seriously confused.

"I have to go over there for business." My mom said.

"Really mommy. What am I supposed to do?" I questioned seriously.

"I'm leaving some of the guys here so you don't have to worry about being alone and Uncle Tiny is going to be here." My dad answered as my mom nodded.

"So Uncle Tiny is going to be watching me? That's great." I said laying back on my bed. "Mommy, you couldn't wait another year?"

"I'm sorry sweetie, but it's business. We will be back before you know it." She finally spoke.

"Fine ok. One condition though." I said after a minute of silence.

"I knew it wasn't that easy." My dad said and we laughed. "What is it, sweetheart?"

"My allowance goes up a grand and you guys have to call me every day." They looked at each other.

"Deal." They said and I smiled.

"Ok now get out so I can process." They laughed.

"We love you, Zarah." He said kissing my forehead after my mom gave me a hug.

"Love you guys too." I hugged them both and they left out of my room. I sighed as I laid back on the door.

What am I going to do without my parents for a year?

Two Weeks Later

I've been throwing up all week, ever since my mom and dad left last week for Germany. I couldn't deal with another day with this throwing up stuff. I called Andre and told him to take me to the hospital.

"What's going on Zay?" He asked as we were waiting for the doctor.

"I don't know I've been throwing up for almost a week straight every morning and all night."

"Shit." He mumbled.

"What."

"Nothing let's wait for the doctor to come in." I sighed and the curtain slid back.

"Hello, I'm Dr. Sawyer how are you?" The man said.

"Not so good. I'm really nausea right now." I said closing my eyes.

"Well, your results from your blood test and urine test came back saying that you're pregnant." He said looking at his chart.

"Pregnant?" I asked.

"Yes, two and a half months. Zarah when was the last time you had sex?"

"The first time I had sex, which was almost three months ago." I said going slower as I finished. "Damn it Dallas!" I yelled. We never used a condom and I never thought about it.

"Calm down Zay." Andre said grabbing my hand.

"Are you Dallas?" The doctor asked.

"Hell no. I'm a friend of hers." Andre answered quickly.

"Well, congratulations on the baby. I would set an appointment with your OBGYN." I nodded. "I hope everything goes as planned." I smiled.

"Thank you." He nodded and left.

"I want to kill him." Andre said.

"Andre you can't tell anybody not even Uncle Tiny." He sighed.

"We supposed to hide this for six plus months and what about that nigga Dallas. He is going to help. I don't give a fuck about his fiancé right now."

"Andre can we get out of here first. I need to process this."

"Yeah." I got up and got dressed.

I can't believe this. Me 19 and pregnant. I wanted to cry but I held it in. We went to the car and I was quiet.

"Zay say something." Andre said quietly.

"I'm pregnant and the baby's father is older than me, engaged, and he used me. I have nothing else to say. Why is this happening to me?" I said with mixed emotions.

"It's going be alright Zay I'll be there if you need me too." He said grabbing my hand giving it a squeeze.

"Thanks Andre. I really appreciate it." I softly smiled looking out the window.