I'm sorry
that I don't always believe you
when you say you love me.
that I will have breakdowns
with no warning and no end.
that I will push you
until you leave me.
that I will beg for you
to come back and stay with me.
that I will need you
to reassure me that you love me.
I need you
to stay with me through it all
and I promise I will do the same.