Sleeping with jc caylen

Shes gone!

Sam P.O.V

Why the fuck did I say that I can't get her out if my head I fucked up & there's nothing I can do now she's gone i have no idea where she is.

I can't stop but think how bad I fucked up I rush inside & tell everyone that it's better if I go shaya try's to stop me but I don't give in. I jump into my car & drive to skylers house right away nothing will ever change the way that I feel about her, I run & knock on her door by the time I get to her door it is raining & I am standing there hoping she's home, I sit there for about 15 minutes knocking but nobody answers by the time I go to walk about the door opens, but of course it's not her.

"Hey where's skyler" a voice I wish I wouldn't see today not until I at least see her.

"Connor man I'm sorry please let her explain not me I need to go" I say & run to my car hoping to find her but she's no where to be find.

After about a day it feels like but it's really only 3 hours I have been driving around looking for her but she is no where my head & heart hurts I never ever expected losing one person would hurt so much, after going around the block 1 more time I pool over & put the car in park. 'I just sit there staring out the front window' what am I going to do next, what if I can't find her, I need to explain myself. I can't stop thinking about until I here a horn come from behind me then boom 'EVERYTHING GOES BLACK'

Skyler a P.O.V

I run down to the water & poll out my phone to see what time it is & to text jc to come talk to me I just feel like I can trust him sense I can't say, after the phone rings 4 times he finally answer,

"Hello skyler" jc says breathing heavy in the phone more heavy then usually,

"Hey what's going on" I say worried but not to worried at the same time,

"You haven't heard" jc says fast but calm,

"No what? tell me your scaring me" I say walking back to the high way,

"Sam he..." jc says & I look at my phone & it is died,

I run to the highway faster then I have ever ran before, After it feels like I have ran a mile, I finally make it I look over & there is Sam car as I run to it I am stopped by jc 'he grabs me & holds me so tight in his arms' instead of me trying to get out I just hug him back, my eyes are blood shot & I am tired from all the crying.

" I don't want you to see.. wel..well not yet anyways, come with me please" he says calmly but warm so I can trust him, I don't say anything I just get lost in his eyes & walk with him & nod,

"You think you will be okay?" he says as he hold me in his arms still so tight && warm,

"yeah what happen?" I ask not realizing what I say before it comes out my month,

"Nothing you will find out tomorrow, do you want me to take you home?" he says polling away, I don't say anything I just nod.

He opens the car door & walks over & gets in, the car ride is silent but not a awkward silent a good silent. We finally make it home he gets out & opens my door I get out & thank him before walking to the door.

As soon as I get inside I take off my wet clothes & throw them on the floor, if I wasn't tired from all the crying I did I would have put it in the wash I jump into bed not realizing that I don't have clothes on.

The next day I get up & put some clothes on sense I don't really understand what happened I just get boxers on & a tank top, I open my door & walk down the wall until I finally reach the stairs, when I get down the stairs I go to the kitchen & get a bowl or cereal. I walk into the living room with my food & turn on the tv.

I don't see why I was so upset that he fucked shaya I mean I kissed jc but I don't see how that is as worse as his, he has had sex before but I didn't think he would be that desperate & fuck my best friend, I love Sam & I don't want anything bad to happen to us or him it's just we have been together way to long & I think it's time to stop. I'm falling for jc & things are hard.

"Hey you alive?!" I hear a warm but calm voice polling me out of my thought,

"Yeah sorry was just thinking" & of course it just had to be jc,

"You want me to take you to the hospital?" he asks but I have no idea what he's talking about,

"Oh my god" he gasp as I look at him with a confused face,

"You don't know... well umm Sam.. got hit by a drunk drive last night, were you drunk?" he says slowly & shutters the hole time,

"What the fuck" I try so hard to not cry but it doesn't work I feel a warm year touch my cold check,

"Hey let's go stop crying he's fine a broken leg & 52 stitches isn't as bad" he says trying to calm me but it doesn't work.