I'm afraid of one thing,
thorns
because i lost my soul when they throw me to a garden filled with roses
the aching pain of the thorns that stings to my body feels like my soul started to fade away from my subconscious, blood started to flow from every stabbed thorns, i was there lying on the ground waiting for death to call me
but everything changed when he came to rescue me before it went pitch black, he came with a light guiding me through so that i will not lost, he was more than anything that makes this earth shines, he was a lot more than that
he helped me heal and treat me when i'm weak, he was there when i need him, he was trying to fix the part of me that was broken, he was trying to catch my soul and returned it to me, he was the one who filled the void of my lost soul, the feeling is real, it's love
i was waiting for death to come but life came before death can, i was hoping that it would be my last day on earth but he came as if it was a sign that he was the one i was looking for, maybe he is the one
everything is perfect, we were together under the shinning moon, just feeling each other warmth, it was the most beautiful moment in my life
Kim Namjoon, thank you for being the light to my dark.
