gone

As we were all down stairs at the dinner table there was no noise, me and Liam are not supposed to speak unless our parents ask us any questions, but I guess there where none. No one spoke, or even said a word today so the only noise that filled the large, empty space was our utensils clacking around as we ate. I couldn't help thinking about what Liam said last night about me not liking how people treat me and what I was gonna do about it. It took up most of the space in my brain and i couldn't concentrate that clearly at school today because of it. After dinner It was my turn to clean  up and wash the dishes so it took a while after I could go up to my room. After a while when  I was finished  I headed upstairs and started writing in my diary

July 18                                            2018
    
       Dear diary
  Today was a tough day. I couldn't concentrate in class because I was too busy thinking about myself. Sometimes I wish I could just be happy and do the the things that make me happy, instead of always putting others above me. There are so many things that I want to do and see. I can't

Unless

I sneak out tonight.

I waited until midnight after my brother fell asleep in his room, my mom was sleep in her room, and my dad was passed out on the couch with a beer in his hand, before I could pack and sneak out.

  I got done packing my bag with 7 days worth of clothes, my notebook, some money (not that much) and a 0hone book to tell me where to go ohh yeah and I also had my phone on me but I turned it off  so no one can contact me.
 
I didn't have much to take with me, because I really don't know where I'm going also I just don't care at this point.

I walked to the window in my room and gave one last look at this shit hole, climbed threw and left.
  Who knows when I'm coming back, of if I'm ever.