genre: Kris/Chanyeol Love triangle type:drabble/scenario characters: Kris, Chanyeol, EXO, reader Do not re-post without permission or use in any way, this is my work. Part one [] Since you all requested a part two. Be ready though, it will get angsty. Xoxo, Ara~
Long, long was the moment before Kris said anything to you after Chanyeol left. You knew he was angry, angry at Chanyeol for declaring war to him. But you were also afraid he was angry at you too, for some unknown reason. "Kris... say something" you walked to him, reaching for his hand. He looked down to your hand. For a moment you thought he was going to move his hand away but he didn't move, he just stared.
"He really likes you... he really meant that" "But it meant nothing to me Kris! I'm your girlfriend!" Kris eyes found yours, there was a moment of tension in the air that made you feel like suffocating. Something had changed him, something in Chanyeol's words had made a revolution inside his head. Reading him was hard for you at that moment, he had closed the book and you were afraid he was going to slowly push you away. "He had a point though, I could have said something. I could have trusted them. Why not taking pride on having a girl like you? Why hiding it?" There was pain in his words, the words were breaking as he spoke them. "Kris... don't do this" It was the moment you always feared. It was the moment that gave you nightmares, kept you up at night. The moment of losing him. "I'm going to take you home... I need some time to think things through" "But there's nothing-" "There is Y/N. Because for a moment it felt like he loved you more than I do"
The ride home had been long, painful and silent. Kris had said no word to you, even when you started sobbing. No matter how much you tried to cover your sobs, it was obvious you were crying. He did not turn the radio on, did not change the subject, did not even look at you or handed you a tissue. He just drove you home. "It's not over Y/N" He finally said, when you opened your front door and almost closed it at his face. "You don't seem to fighting though. It's almost like you want this to end Kris..." Pain crossed his face, pain crossed your chest. "Don't say that babe..." "Then why... why are you acting like this? Why.. do you need to think things through?" "Because... maybe, just maybe I'm not ready for this. Maybe, you deserve better. And I'm not speaking of Chan-" But you didn't let him finish, you just closed the door on his face. You heard him knock and call your name several times as you leaned on it and slid your back until you reached the floor. You were crying like mad, the silent room was filled with your sobs. And the knocks ceased, the boy you loved left. And he had said the words you thought you'd never hear. I'm not ready. Maybe this is for the best.
"Are you still not speaking?" Chanyeol said over the phone. "Yeah... it's been two weeks and he had not called" After Kris had left, Chanyeol went to see you, went to apologize for his little scene. I know I should have said that. I mean it, but I had no right. I'm sorry Y/N, I don't want to get in between. You knew his apology was serious but also knew that feelings don't just vanish. That boy had practically said he loved you without hesitation, thing your current boyfriend couldn't do. But you didn't want thing to be bad between, you didn't want to be the reason for their friendship breakup. But apparently you weren't. Chanyeol had told you that they talked and cleared their problems and things were back to normal. If it weren't for you, he wouldn't have known that you and Kris were in no so good terms. "Maybe he just needs time" Chanyeol said, for the millionth time. "Time? For what? Chanyeol he's speaking to you. Thing I thought would take TIME. What I don't understand is.. why he's avoiding me" "Maybe he thinks you deserve better" "Too cliche Chanyeol, too cliche"
Pride was too strong for you to go look for him. You were hurt because he had given up. Nothing had even happened. Chanyeol just said the obvious, what any other friend would have told him. He was keeping your relationship a secret from everyone, even his best friends and that made you feel sad. At the beginning you understood why he did it, but the boys were in the same boat, there was nothing wrong with them knowing. And yet, he didn't tell them. He hid it until one of them had made a move on you, until one of them had his lips pressed against you. It made you feel lonely, every time you looked at the boy that was supposed to be in love with you. It made you feel lonely, every time you thought of Chanyeol's kiss. It's not that you liked him, but his lips felt warm, he made you feel loved, safe somehow, something that Kris hadn't done in all those months you two lived in secrecy. After a few days of speaking over the phone with Chanyeol, Kris had finally made himself present at your place. It was hard at the beginning but as he spoke you began to understand how he felt. "I feel guilty because I didn't give you what you deserved" He was trying really hard to not cry. "I was thinking more about myself than us that I forgot how to even show my love"
It had been hours, exhausting hours of talking. But at the end he had made himself clear. He wasn't there to stay, he was saying goodbye. But you weren't broken, you weren't hurt because you had seen it coming. But unlike him, you weren't going to stand by and let things just end like that. "So are you really leaving like that?" You asked him before he entered his car. "Do you even love me Kris?" "You know I do Y/N!" He walked back again to you. "But I can't forgive myself for... I look at you and it reminds me of how I gave up without even trying... you don't deser-" "But I forgive you!" You said, more like yelled at him. "But I will fight for you! If you don't... then I will!" "Y/N... This isn't how it should be.." "But it's how it is! So accept it, don't go. Let me fight, let me show you how to fight!" He swallowed his tears and kissed your forehead. He stood there for a long time until he let go and looked into your eyes. "Will you fight, even if I'm not ready for it? Even if I'm running away from this? From love?"
"Even if I have to wait years for you. I will fight for us, because I know one day, you will do it too"
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