13 reasons why preferences/imagines

Justin (1)

I laughed as Justin kissed me on the lips. I was tipsy as hell. We were at one of Bryce's party's as usual. The fact of Bryce even being by me makes me sick. After what he did to Hannah and Jessica. Who knows how many other girls he's raped.

Justin pulled me into his lap as we watched the drunk teens pass a card around while sucking in on it with their lips trying not to kiss each other. Alex currently had it. I pressed my lips onto the card and sucked it away from him. Next to me was Justin. I passed it to him and he managed to keep it without kissing me. I knew he wanted to but he never loses a game at anything at least he tries. He passed it onto Jessica and it dropped. She went for it and started kissing him. It was just a game. So I let it slide. "Oh. Justin boy, you're girl friend is right there" Bryce said shouting. I laughed and leaned into him kissing his neck. And held me by my waist tightly. "So what" Jessica said.

I knew she as jealous and all about me being with Justin but it wasn't my fault. She could at least have enough respect to be a decent person. "I didn't even kiss back. It's just a game Anyways. Jesus drop it" Justin said laying his hand in my back. I glared at Jessica and cleared my throat. It got a little quiet because everyone could feel the tension In the air. "I'm fine with it. I mean it's just a game and it didn't mean anything" I said drinking the last bit of my tequila and sprite.

"Oh please. Don't act like you wouldn't have kissed me back Justin. You would have if she wasn't right there" Jessica said. I don't care if she's drunk or not. I'm a very mad and bipolar drunk. My bipolar disorder only happens rarely. When it comes to Hannah my family or Justin. I cleared my throat again and got off Justin's lap. Sitting next to him instead of on him. "Babe. She's just drunk she doesn't know what she's talking about. I love you and only you" Justin said kissing my cheek. I smiled and nodded. "I know. I love you to" I said clenching onto my empty red solo cup. "I can just feel the tension is the air" Bryce said. I grunted and stood up. I walked into the kitchen and filled my red solo cup with water. Justin came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. I stumbled backward and giggled. "I think you should sit down or something. You're clearly waisted" he said kissing my cheek and hiding me back to the couch. "But I wanna dance. And it's fucking hot in here" I said Jessica laughed and glared at me. "You know what Jessica. I'm tired of you're shitt" I said mixing my words up a bit. "What you and Justin had is over. So get you're own guy. And get ur hands and eyes of mine. Jesus" I said standing up again oh most falling. "Babe" Justin said getting up but being interrupted by Bryce. He handed him a drink but Justin focused on me. 

I walked into a room and it wasn't the bathroom. It was a bedroom. I stumbled falling on the ground. "Ouch" I said to myself. I laid there looking up at the ceiling. I heard someone come into the room but i eventually fell asleep not even bothering to see if it was Justin or not.

I woke up and my shorts were in the ground. I started to breath hard and get my vision straight. I didn't think about it, I just thought me and Justin had sex like the usual. He was always so gentle and caring. But rough when we were sober mainly because we like It.

I slid into my shorts and not long after Justin barges into the room. With a big group  behind him. My eyes widened as I saw everyone looking at me. "Let's go" he said taking me by the arm. We walked down stairs and Jessica and Monty smiled. "At least I never cheated on him" Jessica said. "I didn't either" I said. Justin went to take me outside and Monty and Jess followed.

Jessica pulled out her phone and showed me pictures of me with my shorts off and Monty throwing up the peace sign with his belts unbuckled. Justin knocked the phone out of her hand and shoved Monty. "You fucking bastard. You're dead" Justin said attacking Monty with punches. That's when it all became clear. I didn't have sex with Justin, Monty raped me. I wasn't even awake. I don't even j is how I got on the damn bed. I fell asleep before I could even see who walked into the room. I tested up and realized I was raped. Jessica tried to push Justin off of Monty and I shoved her. The car wasn't far away so while Jessica was in the ground I ran to the car. I grabbed my purse and grabbed my pepper spray. Everyone was outside by the time and Bryce and Zach had pulled Justin off of Monty. No one saw me with the pepper spray.

I walked back up and grabbed Justin by the arm. Jessica pulled Monty to the door. And walked back to the big group in the front yard. "Come on" Justin said yanking my arm. I pulled away from him and slapped Jessica in the face and ran up to Monty and pepper sprayed his face. He yelled and held his face. I smiled and ran back to Justin and got in the car with him. We drove off and left Monty and Jess both in pain and a big group shocked at what happened.

Me and Justin cuddle in my bed. He played with my hair and I felt a tear drop into my head. I looked and seen he was crying. "Baby it's not you're fault" I said hugging him. He nodded "I should have followed you" he said. I shook my head. "If I didn't go up there it wouldn't babe happened" I said he shook his head no. "I'm so sorry" he said holding me tighter. "Baby. I love you. Nothing will ever change that. It's it ur fault or mine. He's a prick and hopefully him and Bryce both will get what they deserved" I said scooting more Into the blankets. I turned my lamp off and kissed Justin. "Let's go to bed. And forget this whole night even happened" I said he nodded and held me tightly against him. "I love you baby girl" he said. "I love you to Justin" I said.

He was always so sweet and caring and gentle. I always love show he held me tight when he was mad or upset or jealous. I loved him with all my heart and absolutely adore him.