I lay there in my bed staring at the 3 constellations Mia and I so carefully painted on my ceiling with iridescent paint. Leo, Orion, and Lynx. L.O.L, we did it as a Pun. I remember those simpler times when we never knew of the things we know now. I heard the footsteps again. Just as i had heard them every night. I looked at the door and watched as the knob turned. "Mia." I said still staring back at the ceiling. "Not mia." Helen said, I sat up quickly. "What are you doing in here?" I stared at her like she had broken into my room and tried to kill me. She stood in the doorway giving me that look she usually did. The one that plainly stated i was an idiot. "Oh, relax. I just wanna talk to you." she said. I looked at her curiously. Shes never come to my room before. Not even when she walked me out here to the barn. Was she wanting to talk to me about her feelings? The ones I knew she had long before "badoo" ever happened? Now was the time to tell her how i felt. Even if it meant telling my secret. "Wait. Helen. I've been meaning to tell you something and since you're here I think I should tell you now. Please. Sit." I said in a rush and patted the spot next to me. She looked at me cautiously and took a step towards me closing the door behind her. I looked away unsure of what exactly to say. I had planned this so many times band now that it was happening I was nervous. I don't ever get nervous. Unless I'm with her.
2. Confessions part 2
Helen
I looked at him as if I'd seen a ghost. I was scared. Was he gonna tell me the same things I wanted to tell him?
(To be continued. I'm gonna call it a night for now. I'll write more tomorrow. Stay tuned. Positive feedback please.)
