Scarlet's Blood

Lost

Erza's point of view

'Erza I love you'

'Erza'

'Erza'

I open my eyes and and stare at the ceiling

So he is back, Damn you Zeref. I'll bring jellal back no matter what, even if it costs my life. My tears are forming to my eyes and they began to flow. I sob quietly and cover my face.

Why? Jellal didn't deserve all of this.......

"So you're back" I stiffen when I heard a cold voice, I slowly remove my hands to my face and wipe my tears

"Gray..." he walk towards me and sit beside me. His gaze stays at the floor, he look tired and the dark circles under his eyes darken.

"you were out since last week, and where here in infirmary." His voice is cold, I try to sit up but my body can't even move a muscle.

So I've been sleeping in a week, what happen to others? They must be worried to me. I try to reach Gray ' s hand but he stand up

"Why did you do it?"  I swear I never heard Gray talk to me like this, it send me chills. He is not walking straight. He looks strange

"Wh-what do you--" he turn to me and I see tears from his cheeks, I can't speak what did I do wrong?
He walk and in the blink of my eye

He pin me to bed, his hand holding both of my arms, he was sitting astride me. His face were far inches to mine. I can feel his breath to my face. Wait I smell alcohol, is he drinking? He never drinks? H hate it

"What are you doing? Gray? " I try to let go from his grip but I'm too weak, he was just staring me but tears are keep flowing from his eyes. His minty scent and alcohol are now mixed in my nose

"Why did you do it? Why do you have to save me?" He said, I look to his dark blue eyes he is hurt and worried.

"Why?" His voice rise but he did not yell. I can't focus on why he is saying, his face were very close and his whole body covers mine.

"Because you are important to me, I won't let any of my friends get hurt. I'm sorry" I felt sorry for seeing him like this, broken and worried. I never see this side of Gray.

"Why were you drinking? You hate it alc--"

"You shouldn't have done that!! Promise me you won't do it again!!" He Burry his head to my neck, his lips are touching my skin. Goosebumps are all over my body

"Gray get off.." I said but he didn't move and keep his head in my neck

"You have to promise you won't do it again" he whisper to my ear, I can smell strong alcohol from his breath. I can't take it anymore, I feel weird and at the same time safe

"Gray.... get--"

"Promise me first,  or we will stay like this until morning " my cheeks are burning, I feel his lips moving when he talks.

"Fine... just get off....." he move his head and look to me his nose is touching mine

"Say I promise" he said mocking a kid, he is really drunk. I roll my eyes

"I promise" I smile at him and he chuckle

"Good, Erza" he smile wide

"Now get off" he shut his eyes and collapse. Great he is sleeping, he is so heavy

"Gray get out your heavy" he just moan as a respond

"Get off " if only my body is not weak right now, I will kick his ads

"Let me stay here for a minute, this is my new favourite place. " his lips were once again in my neck, I blush. I try to push his chest and move him beside me

"Gray my body is still weak, I really need you to get off" he slowly move and lay beside me. He pit his arms around my waist

"Good night Erza" he whisper

"Good night Gray"

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"What if I try to heat her up, will that wake her up?"

" stop it Natsu, Gray said she will wake up any time now. If erza can hear you right now, you'll be dead"

I open my eyes and found Lucy and Natsu standing beside me.

"ERZA!!" they both shout, and Lucy hug me, Natsu just look away half of his body were full of bandage

"We were so worry about you. It's been hard without you" Lucy smile sadly and Natsu is still not talking to me, I smile at him but he ignore  me

"What happen these past week. "Lucy look down and her hand are forming to fist

"Zeref ' s demon almost destroy half of the Magnolia three days ago, but All the guilds join together to defeat it. They were rebuilding the damages." Lucy smile sadly

"Do you have any news to jellal?" I saw Natsu ' s face darken and angry, I turn to Lucy

"We have no news about him, some of the people said Jellal is building some sort of tower of heaven but it is all Aetherion. Erza he is building four tower around the Magnolia. Magic council is trying to stop it but he threatened them he will wipe all of us. Magic council and The guild masters were gathered to plan how to defeat him" my hands turn into fist, how could jellal give up so easily? He should fight Zeref! And I will bring him back!

"So how is the people? Are they fine? Are they injured??" I look to Lucy and she nod, I hold my breath

"Ten civilians are injured, good thing no one died. " and I smile at the relief.

"Why would Zeref build a tower around the Magnolia?" I ask Lucy, she look away and tears form into her eyes

"Zeref announced that those tower will provide him more power and to bring him to life, and it is not just for reviving his life, it is also have power to destroy the whole Magnolia" I. .I can't believe this!!

"He said he need sacrifice, he was not asking for one person he was asking for all the ten wizard Saint. But I know he really wants you" she hug me and cry, I cannot forgive him!! I try to stand but my body is not cooperating

"I need to find him! I will stop this! I will---"

"NO!!!" Natsu yell at me and Lucy ' s eye widen. He walk to me and grab both of my shoulder. He stare at me

"YOU FORGOT YOURE PROMISE TO ME!!HOW COULD YOU!!" He shout at me, I see tears in his eye

"Natsu..I. ." I'm totally speechless.

"You promised me you will never end you're life!! But you did it again!!"  I remembered that time when Natsu save me from the tower of heaven

"I'm sorry Natsu" I'm crying in front of them, Natsu walk away and Lucy follow him

I'm sorry Natsu I'm going to break my promise soon

I will bring them freedom

Even if it costs my life