UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN....

ME

Taehyung pov
Everyone was in their own world....after lookin around a bit  my gaze fell upon y/n sleepin perfectly crounched up ....

But i also noticed a tear fallin from her eyes..
Was she crying ??.
Why ?..what hurt her so bad....?.

I placed my head on the table opppsite to hers observing her beautiful face ....
I gently wiped away the tears....and removed a naughty hair disturbin my work .....
"I wished we could stay like this forever "i wispered...."i wish u opened ur eyes....and i wish they looked only for me...."

"I WISH U BELONGED TO ME "...
i smiled through my words ..surprised i said them...

Ive always wanted her to understand me ....my feelings for her.....

but i could never gather the courage to say them....

Because i was scared....scared to never see those eyes again.....
I loved her way too much  to let go...
But i couldnt seem to hold her close either.....
I looked at her sleepin face ....and whispered "i wont let u go...ill wait...ill wait till u come...
But trust me i wont let you go..."

Y/n pov
The class was way too boring to sacrifice my sleep for it..

So i decided to sleep through it..
As soon as my head touched the table ....
My eyes were closed...
I understood how tired i was...
"Y/n ,...why did u do this to me " a handsome  man whose face wasnt clear asked me ....

he was in pain...and surprisingly so was i....as soon as i tried to step forward towards him...

He started running ...all i saw was a dark light and hes gone....
I could see pain in his eyes....and i knew i was in pain too .....i wanted him to stop...i wanted him to turn back ,to come to me,to my embrace ....like it should have been   4 years ago when he......................i woke up  starled...
Theres taehyung lookin at me with his box smile...
My head still rested on the table...
Many things were running through my head  ....my heart was beating crazy....and unknowingly ...some tears had left  my eyes....
This dream....y ......i have been having the same dream for the past 4 years ....the same dream..

I scoffed....how can i wish for a difference in my dreams...when i didnt dare to make a change in my life...i smiled helplessly....

............i let him go.......towards the darkness....those eyes ......those eyes filled with pain.....how did i not notice ??...
Im sorry ....forgive me ......i wont let you suffer alone....

I will go away from  HIM ...he who destroyed us....seperated us...he who  needs me ...but got pain in return.... i wont meet him ....
And I WONT LOVE HIM..

I lied to myself..

A lie for me and him....
He cant  be with me....he reminds me of my sins....
My sins to you....

How i didnt know i loved you TOO.......