and she left me there ....all on my own ...helpless..
"Im not going to give up on us" i wispered under my breath as a tear left my eye..
"WHEREEVER U r ...ill find u ......and u will answer me Y/N..."..
until then "Goodbye.."
As always i woke up with the suns rays piercing through my half open eyes....
Ive always wanted to move from this stupid room tht comes between me and my sleep...but no....😶🙄
Everyone in this house has a say except me.....😒 "Y/NNNNNNN" yeri screamed.
Trust me i just had a mini heart attack...🤯
I dunno why she does this...she knows tht im gonna wake up ...then y...annoying little abhdhdfjjttn...
U stood ther cursin under ur breath...
One more scream from her and u r up ....brushed ..took a shower and since u r the type tht hates spendij time dreesing up...u just put on an overs sized Tshirt and denim shorts...and walla u r all ready ...
U dint need makeup....caz u wer already really pretty ..
Once u were done u gazed up at ur clock..."9AM".."DAMN IT im late..".. U ran out of u r bed room..... BUT ...came back caz u forgot sme very unimportant stuff...like ur bag and the books in it... U ran out....
Yeri saw u running liek thunder bolt...but dint utter a word... Caz ....daily struggle.....no point in helpin u out.......
She just sat ther sippin her tea... While u ran around the house for ur missin shoes .... Finally u found them...under the frickin sofa..
Liek who keeps it ther.?.. U gave yeri a "u knew it"look and dashed out of the house with a half bitten pamcake in ur mouth....
I ...as always missed the bus...and had to run to school..
And finally reached nly 5 min late... Mrs grundy had already started class.. U waved a hi to taehyung...ur best buddy in class...and the only person who can tolerate ur craziness... Taehyung ....tht dumb idiot....on seeing me waved back with a loud..."Y/N".... And everybodys attention including grundys turned to me.. And i gave him a death glare...to let him knw tht hes dead meat after class...
Since i hear her lecture almost everyday....im kinda used to it... I dont mind hearin a bit of it either... Caz it wakes me up ..from my mornin lag... After she was done ...i went to my seat ....my lovely seat next to the window....beside stupid v....
And for my bad luck ....it started raining.. I hate the rain... It brings back unwanted memories...tht im trying so hard to forget.....it makes me feel a pain...tht pierces right through me...swollowing me up in whole..
Even though u catch a lot of guys staring... u wer never interested...
but every part of u screamed as u thought about ur past ....ur past with someone...
Someone who loved u very much.... Maybe more thsn urself... And tht smeone....whom u promised to stay with all ur life...
And ...
Who u abandoned in the crowd....alone .....who u vowed to forget ...but couldnt .....till now..
A tear leaves ur eyes..as u think about him....
U stare out ur window as the rain drops fall on the window panes...
U slowly close ur eyes ....drifting to sleep....murmering.... "I loved u ...i love u ...and so.. I let u go..."....
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