Polarized. (DISCONTINUED)

13 - i think i'm falling in love with you.

Selena.

I woke up with Zayn's armed wrapped tightly around me. I moved a little and grabbed my phone to see the time. 8:27am It's officially Thanksgiving day.

I got out of Zayn's arms trying not to move too much since I didn't want to wake him. I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face before I felt a pair of arms around me.

"Good morning darling." Zayn said as he stuffed his head into the crook of my neck leaving sweet kisses.

"Good morning handsome." I said while giggling. "You look so gorgeous in the morning." He said while glaring me up and down through the mirror in front of us.

This made super insecure and I immediately cover my face in his chest. "Hey look at me." He said grabbing my chin and making me look up. "Don't ever cover yourself in front of me ever again you're fucking beautiful ok?"

I just simply nodded my head yes. Even though he said that I was beautiful I just didn't feel like I was. I've always been insecure about myself but sometimes having a boyfriend made it 10 times worst. At times I felt like I wasn't enough for him or that one day he was just gonna dump me.

But Zayn always assured that I was beautiful and he'll never leave me so I guess i'll have to
take his word for now. "Okay well my mom is probably wondering where i'm at so i'm gonna get going love."

"Aww already?" I said giving him a innocent pout. "Oh don't give me that look and I'll be seeing you late tonight anyways." Zayn said giving me chuckle.

"I know but I don't want you to leave yet" I said wrapping my arms around him. "I don't want to leave either but I really should get going don't worry i'll spend the whole night with you." He said while giving me a huge kiss on my forehead.

"Promise?" I said.

"Promise." He replied.

And with that I let Zayn go and he left my room closing the door behind him.

Zayn.

I left Selena's house even though I really didn't want to I felt like if i spent 5 seconds without her I would lose it.

I honestly think that I'm in love with Selena I haven't felt like this about any other girl. She's all I can think about 24/7 and when I try to think about something else I just can't.

What is the girl doing to me?

As I opened the front door of my house Justin was at the door getting ready to leave. "Where are you going?" I asked with a confused look on my face. "None of your business." He said making his way out the door but I stopped him.

"Hey it's thanksgiving you should be spending it with family not in the streets." I said. "Zayn You're far from family you're not even my real blood brother I wish my mom never adopted you're sorry ass." Justin said which really hurt my feeling but I was more angry than hurt.

"Listen asshole just because Selena and I are dating doesn't mean you need to be a total douchebag. So why don't you just go we'll all be better off without you anyways." I said turning my back away from Justin and making my way upstairs. Before I felt a pair of arms shove me to the ground.

"Oh do I have to beat your ass again like I did before?" I said getting up ready for a fight. "WHAT IS GOING ON HERE!" I heard mom yell from the kitchen coming to us.

"Justin just fucking pushed me"

"Well you were talking shit"