My Everything | jjk

Four

"Is this really love?"
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"이게 정말 사랑인가요?"

Nancy sat on the couch with her face pushed into her palms regretting everything from before.

~Flashback~

"You say that now, but soon enough when I start making more mistakes you'll think otherwise. Like you've made the wrong decision. Then all I'll be able to do is sit here and agree with you." Jungkook stared at her in disbelief, his eyes looking more glossy then usually as if he was on the verge of tears.

"So you think...after everything I have done for you. From giving you a place to live, someone to love and support you, and sticking up for you against my mother, that I'd leave you just like that? Due do some stupid little mistake?" She stood up and was about to walk away when he raised his voice and forcibly yanked her back onto the couch.

"I'm talking to you! Don't you dare fucking walk away from me when I'm speaking! No answer, do you really think I'd leave you like that!?" Nancy continued to stay silent but not her lip to keep her groans of pain in, his grip on her wrist tightened and his nails dig into her skin.

"Jun-" she was immediately cut off from a harsh sound from a slap and a stinging pain in her cheek. Jungkook released his hand and got up walking to the stairs.

"Piece of shit." He mumbled to himself and took off his blazer after entering the room. He shut the bedroom door and locked it so Nancy was not able to enter.

~End of Flashback~

She let tears slip down her cheeks onto the floor as she held her burning cheek. Wondering why he did such a thing, he's never once laid his hands on her like that. She shook her head to snap her back to reality and grabbed the thin soft blanket that hung from the back of the couch. Wrapping her weak body with it and trying to sleep.

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The next morning was rough, Jungkook had already left for work and she was laying there on the couch lifeless and empty. Her eyes never left the coffee table, her stomach growled from the amount of hunger she was feeling. Finally gaining the strength, she lifts herself from the couch and stumbles towards the kitchen, leaning against the wall to support her body. Not understanding why she felt so weak today.

"O-Oh my god." Nancy rubbed her temple and pulled open the fridge, inspecting the shelves for anything good to snack on. After grabbing some strawberries and cutting them up, she placed them in a small bowl and began to eat. Stuffed her hand into her pocket, she pulled out her phone and searched through whatever she could to pass some time. A knock on the door woke her from her thoughts. Nancy stood up but was hesitant to open it, but the knocking continued until it turned to banging.

"Who's the-" her words again were cut short but a lady in a suit who force the door open. Nancy soon recognized this woman and bowed slightly.

"Good morning Mrs.Jeon What brings you here this early..?" Her heart was beating faster then usual, scared to mess up and make his mom hate her more. Mrs.Jeon cleared her throat and fixed her suit jacket.

"Why didn't you answer? I was standing there for a good five minutes. Stupid girl. I've come to you to speak about Jungkook." Nancy raised her eyebrow and lead Mrs.Jeon to the couch so she could take a seat.

"What about him?"

"You're bringing to much stress on my son, I need you to stop or back off him for a while. He's going through too much stress at work dealing with his fathers company, he doesn't need some whore coming in and messing him up more." With that, she left. Nancy stared at the ground clenching her first, her nails penetrating the skin on her palm and drawing blood.

"I'm bringing him too much stress...?" She looked at the clock wanting Jungkook to get home so she could speak with him. Resting to pass more time.

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Jungkook was home at his normal time. Nancy was awake watching tv.

"Your mother stopped by." She sighed and didn't look at him but she knew he was making his way towards her.

"What did she want?"

"That's between me and her. Ask her."

"Nancy don't start with me today, what the hell did she want?" He raises his voice this time. Nancy continued to avoid the question and stayed silent. Jungkook reaches down and grabs her neck, pulling her off the couch and shoving her against the wall. His eyes were dark, she could tell her had a few drinks before reaching home.

"I asked you a question. I expect to be answer. Now tell me what the fuck she said!" He was yelling at her face, all she could do was stand there and grip his arm tightly because his hand was cutting off her breathing. When his grip loosened she looked into his dark eyes and spoke.

"Scumbag...don't you fucking put your hands on me..." she kneed him between his legs causing him to fall to the ground and cup where her knee landed. Giving her time to continue.

"She came her to speak with me about you. I'm putting too much stress on you!? What about me huh!? I've received nothing but stress this past few weeks! Now I have tomorrow left to relax before we have to go to the doctors to check on the baby and I already know it's going to be jam packed with stress! But who fucking cares right?!" She screamed down to his aching body. Jungkook lifted himself ups grabbed her shoulder. He slapped her on her right cheek.

"Don't raise your voice at me. Ever." He stared straight into her eyes knowing fear was beginning to corrupt her. He sighed and stumbled back.

"I'm sorry...." Nancy spoke up but she knew he didn't give a shit nor did he listen. His aura turned dark and cruel once again.

"I'm going to sleep. Morning be up by 7 am and have breakfast made and the table set. Goodnight." Jungkook began walking towards the stairs gripping onto anything he could to keep him standing. She sniffed and stared at his back.

"Yes sir..." being too scared to say much else in front of him, she made her way to the couch and laid down. Crying softly and staring at the floor.

"Everything is starting to come true...he doesn't love me anymore..why so soon? I am going to lose him..I love him so much but his heart no longer belongs to me...what did I do wrong?"

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I actually didn't like this chapter. I only added all the fighting and violence to fill in something before I throw in a big piece of the story. It doesn't make sense. I mean if he was drunk yeah, that's the excuse I used. That's how he went from "I love you so much" to "I wanna slap the shit out of you"

Let me know if I should change it. I'll rewrite the whole chapter, then republish it. As long as it's good. I'm sorry it took a while to update tho, I got busy. By busy I mean lazy.

Enjoy the chapter tho. Don't forget to vote and comment.
(But I need to know if this chapters good before I write the next so please comment)

-ShinedHoseok