RHYMES OF THE SOUL

LOST

                     The  heart cried  at every thought of  that moment ,

for it is that UN for-seen  moment where  It finally lost  you,

Goose bombs and tears rolling as It wished you waited just a little longer,

the  heart racing as  pressure pounds to ever beat,

 for it  knows   love shall no longer brings forth that joy which completes.

They say true love stands all tests that distance puts in line,

For it distance was just only numbers, seconds, minutes and uncounted  time,

Waiting for  thou it  would  still have in the present  life and beyond,

Because to thou  only did  it  and all  ever belong,

 tears of pain , tears of defeat ,and  born of wonder,

stipped of the joy to which the heart was much funder

 this is a heartbreaking delusion that has struck its reality

living it  with  wounds that eat in so deep and beyond repair,

In time to be scars which may only be hidden but would never disappear

To unrest  and  hurt  has it become so dear

Its like living in a body and having a heart that can never be repaired rented,

as time goes by  peace of mind is slowly  damaged,

wishing  for  a cure that could stir up a  love bandage 

By the night  to the taste of  tears   have  the  lips become much fund-er

Oh how  If only thy   love was a little more patient and stronger,

Stronger to see beauty and faithfulness in   ever complain and imperfection 

Wiser to realize  that  ,ine is a  bundle of  true love and  raw emotions

Stronger to hold on to despite  its deepest weakness,

And to give   a chance even after our  mistakes and love sickness,

it is know that the for the heart pain it must forget,

But alive are also the memories ones that brings forth seasons of regret

Jealousy and undefined pain i feel as I watch her share our moments  by your side,

Watching how you give her what you could NT  give me even once no matter how hard I tried,

oh  was  I not  worth  keeping close and fighting for?

or maybe your heart found not solace in me anymore?

I wish the mouth could bear witness to the distress the heart has so long  known

But only the eyes can truly reflect how deep into my soul your had been  planted and  sewn

They say when you love something dearly you  should set it free and let it go,

Oh heavens then set thy daughter free  for thou is sew into my soula nd would forever be  

This  is that  big secret that only  the heavens have always  known,

 I should have  poured out my true emotions  and never left my  feelings  un shown 

I know that if  moments were to rewind  I will conquer ego n pain

I would let true love take its rightfull place and  continue its reign 

I read your unspoken language and understand your wish

But may it always be know that despite your flaws and weaknesses I loved you truly, oh  surely I did

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