walk you home ↬ nct dream

forty eight

-Seohyun-

I went to the washroom and stared at my reflection on the mirror, my eyes are getting watery again, why am I like this?

I jolted when someone suddenly slammed the door close and yeah, it was Siyeon with this smug look on her face. Is she about to cry?

"Seohyun.." She uttered and bit her lower lip to avoid her tears to fall down. Right, she's going to cry. We're suffering the same thing.

"Hey don't cry or else we'd look like dumbasses here, both crying, you're not allowed to cry, only me is allowed so." I hugged her and let out what I feel.

"Is it Hehui and Renjun again?" She asked with her cracked voice.

"Yeah, and it's Hehua but don't mention her nor him, I don't want to hear something about that two." I mumbled and pulled out of the hug. "What's your problem tho?"

"Someone else is eating the food I gave him, it's his friend. And I just lost my confidence, I won't ever do that again." She sniffed and wiped her tears away.

"Hey, don't, you know what, you should confess to him directly, maybe now or sooner but not tomorrow." I told her with a smile crept on my face to lighten her up but I'm sad too and I need someone to do this for me too.

"Why?" She asked, confused.

"Because if you won't confess, nothing will happen so if you'll confess now, you'll get to know what will be his respond, if he would dump you or like you back. But he would probably like you back because you're beautiful, kind and smart, everyone would like you, Siyeon, don't lose hope." I smiled again but now more cheerful as she hugs me tightly.

"Thanks Seohyun! You just brought all of my confidence back, I love you!" She said before pulling out and smiling back on me, now I think I feel better.

I nodded my head. "Now give me a moment, please? While you think of how to confess your feelings towards him, will you?" I asked and she nodded, walking out the washroom.

I again stared back on my reflection with a smile and washed my hand. Then my phone suddenly rang as I turned the faucet off. And oh it's my one and only brother, calling.

"Hey bro what's up?" I said as I picked it up.

"Seohyun, I know this is immediate and a bit surprising but you have to go back here, I think by Monday? Don't even ask why, it's about business of mom and dad and of course family matters." He stated that made my mouth hang open.

"B-but why-"

"I told you not to ask why, I even explained it but I'll explain more when you already get here. So sis, please be safe okay? Your dog is waiting for you and I don't want her to be alone forever because her mother is dead, so take care, bye and she loves you." And by that he hung up, and there was me, still dumbfounded by all he just said.

And suddenly I can't understand English. No just kidding, I just don't want to accept what he had said? Is it even true? Why Monday tho? It's already Thursday and I only have three days left in here. How can I even-

Okay I'm so dramatic that my tears suddenly fell down my cheeks and it's unstoppable. I don't fucking know how would I do in my last three days in here.

Okay and I sounded like dying.

"Hey, Renjun's girlfriend, why are you here crying?" Someone asked that made me jump out of shock. It was the girl that Renjun, ugh I can't explain, I remember her name was Aera?

I immediately wiped my tears away and faked a smile saying, "I-it's nothing."

"Is it about the new girl who's always with him? Hehua, is the name? Hey, you know, I really felt that way too, the way how you feel it now, when I saw him with you and the fact that you're his girlfriend." She said.

It made me look down and feel the guilt. The guilt about telling her a lie. She's even talking in a soft way and she's so calm that made me feel more guilty. She isn't happy nor angry but somewhat sad.

"Renjun is just... why does he have to make us feel this way." She added and just went for a shrug from me because I don't know either.

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so..do you guys already know what mv of ikon is it? I gave hint up there...