i wish i could touch the sky

forget about me, it's what i deserve

 i'm just a lingering paranoia 

dwelling in your mind 

no, i am not your worst nightmare, 

i am just a dream 

a dream you cannot catch 

with your bare hands 

i'd fade away just like dust 

perish like fantasy 

it would be best 

 if you never see me again 

 your heart's been broken 

 with a half-hearted smile 

soulless eyes make 

my heart beat helplessly 

especially when it's yours to begin with 

i built my own cage 

while you were willing to free me 

however, i was hesitant 

and didn't let you in 

you told me endless 

 that you would not lead me to my demise, 

when you know deep down 

you already did 

 why can't i tell you that i'm worried about you- 

your future, dreams 

 and aspirations 

mean a lot to me 

why would you fall 

for someone 

as simple as me? 

 well, let your heart decide 

because i'm willing to wait... 

darling.