Ending

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 Okay maybe that was a stupid move. But the only reason he pulled back was because he needed time to think. But its been like two months and I still haven't heard since that they. But there has been rumors lately. And I don't think he has my love anymore. But I don't really know anymore. I just can't wait to hear back. I just want to think and get lost in music. I put on my headphones and just them for my head and I hit the play button.

 I listen to my idol, Adele. I don't even remember when I started singing the lyrics to the song. Just know when I sing I close my eyes, I really don't know why. But it just happens.

"Just cause I said it don't mean I mea-"

 I feel like someone touched me. I open my eyes and see Jackson with his finger on my mouth.

" Oh my gosh JACKSON! Um hi how have you been? You haven't come over in a while."

"I know I haven't been coming as much it is because I needed time to myself you know, just to think and all that. It did give me a lot of time to wonder about things and make decisions for myself. I don't want to sound selfish but I cat be with you. I know now that I'm bi. I actually like both male and female.I just can't see myself with you. I do love you Jackson but as a brother. I'm so sorry"

 My heart was shattered when I heard the news. All I wanted was a hug from Riley. Speaking of which, Riley has actually moved in with me. She tried to convince her parents because we lived across the country from each other. All I know is that I'm happy now until Jackson said that to me.

"Yeah yeah I understand that.." Actually I didn't but I just had to keep my feelings to myself and tell Riley everything. I should refer to her as my therapist now. I should tell my therapist everything.

  I just wanted to ask him one thing.

"Jackson, when you "kidnapped" me did you have a gun? and if you did, why did you shoot?"

"Cole! Im not crazy why the hell would I bring a gun, I would never kill you!" 

 Now I'm fucking confused, who shoot the gun...

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