Today my friends and our managers were meeting up at my house to plan the next meet and greet.
As I was getting ready I got a message from hope.
Hope: I got a message Alex isn't coming.
Me and Alex broke up recently of course he wasn't gonna come.
Me: okay.
Hope: u good?
Me: yup.
No, I wasn't okay, I just got out of a relationship but I can't let that bring me down.
I need to be a good role model for my fans.
Hope: Me, Kimberly, and lance are coming over.
I texted her back "K" and finished up getting ready.
Later on I heard a knock on my room door.
KNOCK. KNOCK. KNOCK.
I ran to the door and opened it.
"HEY BITCHHH" Lance screamed as the door was opening while Kimberly and Hope were laughing their ass off.
"HEYYY" I screamed back giving him a hug.
I pulled away and let them in.
"Oooooo, you look cute today" Kimberly says nudging my arm playfully.
"Bitch, I always look cute. What you mean?" I respond obviously kidding.
These past few days I've been treating myself like shit and not been so confident.
But people go through rough times.
Hope lays on my bed with her shoes on.
SKJSKWJSJKSK
"HEY, HEY. SHOES OFF" I yell.
Hope rolls her eyes and laughs along with Lance and Kimberly.
"So where are we going?" Hope asks.
"Don't know, where do you guys wanna go?" I respond.
"We can just walk around at the mall or something?" Lance recommended.
"I'm in" Kimberly says dancing around.
I laugh.
"K let's go"
We head out the door and take an Uber to the mall.
It wasn't that far, it was just like 3 or four blocks.
I went live in the Uber singing to songs and messing around.
Are you dating Alex?
You hurt alex you bitch.
Alex was crying...
Are you seriously dating Owen after u and Alex broke up?
After a while I got tired of reading all these comments and ended the live.
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After we got to the mall we decided to check out a shoe/skateboard store
"Oooo I want a skateboard" Kimberly says.
"YOU SHOULD GET ONE, YOU'LL LOOK LIKE A BADDIE" Lance nearly screams out.
......
We all laugh in response.
I found a mirror and took a picture for Instagram. I feel like I haven't been there for my fans as much cuz I was caught up with myself.
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Tired but not tired of you
After my last ex before Alex I promised myself I wouldn't let myself get hurt.
I promised myself I wouldn't love anyone again.
But I fell in love with Alex and let him hurt me...
But for some reason I still love him..
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After the store
We went to my house and just chilled there till our friends and the meet and greet managers got there.
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Everyone was talking and discussing all our times and dates for the meet and greets.
I started buzzing off thinking.
I knew Alex wasn't gonna come but he should've at least came for his times and dates. And for his fans.
He still has fans who need him an-
DING DING DING
The door
"I'll get it" I say and walk towards it then opening it.
I made a huge mistake cuz right there I made eye contact with a person who hurt me....
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DUN DUN DUN. Who do u think it is? Also excuse any spelling errors. Shabye - mari🍵
