62: boring depressing day

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艺兴 has been extremely busy for the past month, and I have my own things going on. 

我好想我哥哥啊。

I know I haven't known him for a long time, but I still feel very close and sad to not have him around. 

Waking up daily, Im alone in the apartment, Matcha and Mochi is now with Ollie for training. 

So Im completely alone. 

Today Im off work, have a completely free day. 

Wake up a little late, head into the bathroom to shower and change. 

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Making my own breakfast, I look around, feeling too quiet, I pack in up and head downstairs sitting on one of the benches and start to eat, looking around my still quiet surrounding

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Making my own breakfast, I look around, feeling too quiet, I pack in up and head downstairs sitting on one of the benches and start to eat, looking around my still quiet surrounding. 

Slowly eating till I finish, I throw away the paper plate and go back to sit down. 

looking through my social media, I see some fan comments, but its all just either saying bad or praising me. 

no one to have a conversation with. 

I can't call 艺兴 since he is probably working or resting. 

unknown of what to do next, take a walk around the community. and taking a seat on the bench again when I got tired. 

feeling somewhat depress, I put both my feet up, hugging my legs, sigh and sit there. 

小熊?你真么在这呢?someone said shaking me out of my thoughts. 

没什么。I ask looking up to see 陈翔. 

来跟我讲讲,我帮到的我都帮。he reply putting an arm over my shoulder comforting me a little. 

没什么了,只是觉得很无聊,孤单。i reply telling him. little. 

你想你哥哥了?he ask rubbing my back. 

啊。I reply nodding once. 

那打个电话给他啊。he reply going to find his phone from his bag. 

不能,他忙啊,我想变成他什么负担。i reply rushing for him to place his phone away. 

哦。he reply understanding my meaning. 

那你陪我好吗。he suddenly suggest, getting up. 

哦。I reply nodding and following him up to this apartment. 

walking in, he gave me something to drink, while he go get change. 

When he got back, he told me what he is doing, and how I could help. 

he is trying to write songs, and I'm just helping with melody and help him thinks of things. 

helping him did help with not thinking so much but I still miss 艺兴. 

I help him until dinner, which we order food, and continue to work. soon I fell asleep. 

In my dream, I remember someone covering me with a blanket, and the voices of a phone call. 


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