The eyes of the untalented

Why?

Is there something wrong with me? You might have seen my diary entry when you first clicked on this book. Anyway, I'm Catherine. Now as you may know, I'm not your average girl. I'm so, different! All the girls have powers or a prophecy and all the boys can turn into a werewolf or look like they're models. I've always wondered why they stay so fit. Like, they eat McDonald's for breakfast lunch and dinner! And whenever I try to do that my stomach fills up like a balloon. My mom is a normal parent. She doesn't care about anything I do. I wish she did though. I don't feel like we have a very stable relationship. I feel like she wants me to be like a normal girl. Dorky, blue eyed, brown or blonde haired, powerful, sweet, normal things. And if I can't be that she wants me to be rebellious and edgy. I'm neither, I'm just a weirdo. Eyes. They are the one thing that bother me the most. As you may know my eyes are very odd. They're BROWN of all colors. At least I don't have non shiny eyes. Thinking of that just makes me shudder. I just don't understand! One time I saw girl who's eyes didn't have a sparkle or a marking. Although I saw her across the street I felt terrible for her. I can't even think of the backlash she gets for that oddity. Its not like I'm safe from any hate about my eyes or hair. People have told me "Why don't you dye your hair blue, weirdo?" Or "Ugh, look at her eyes. They're brown! That's so weird". I've heard so many things about my eyes. I want to get contacts but there's no store for that. The only stores here are in a mall where everyone is at all the time. It's not like I'm an introvert or anything, which is wrong. All girls are introverts. The only female extroverts I've seen are extremely clingy and annoying. I'm an ambivert, I know right? It's so weird. I don't think there's been a single ambivert in history! Sometimes I want to be around people and other times I don't! I should stop ranting about everything that's wrong with me. But I want to be with people and you're the only option. Anyway that's all for now. I know that by now most girls would say that we're best friends despite the fact that we just met, but I think we just know each other. I hope I'm not weirding you out or anything. Bye.