My heart keeps breaking up into pieces
each and everyday.
Nothing seems to be fine.
Nothing is stable.
Nor love or feelings,
Or my mind.
Everyone around me keeps telling me,
everything is going to be alright
everything is going to be okay.
But when is everything going to be okay?
For how long will everything not be okay?
I keep listening to songs
that tell me not to fall away.
But what can I do?
I keep drowning in my ocean of despair.
I don't know why I have walls,
when there's nothing to bring down.
It's maybe because of my insecurities,
Or the madness inside my head
Or those deep disturbing memories.
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Youth
PoetryThings I wish I could be, thoughts I wish I would not have, feelings I wish I could ignore and things I wish I could speak up for.
