Jackieboy-Man Angst

Angst

((PLEASE READ THE DESCRIPTION BEFORE CONTINUING WITH THIS STORY OTHERWISE IT MIGHT NOT MAKE SENSE!!! THANK YOU!))

Jackie was wandering around the house, with Marvin in his hands, he was humming a nice tune although Marvin didn't know what it was.

The Magician had put himself under a shrinking spell since Jackie had pretty much came into his room and begged him to do so, of course Marvin didn't mind at all... Being in his lover's hands wasn't all that bad, although of course being small did have cons...

For one, not being able to do what you normally do but two, when you have an evil glitch demon running amok then problems could definitely arise.

Jackie then set Marvin on the table and sat down on a chair "Are you alright Marv? I wasn't walking too fast was I?" And there it was... the overly concerned hero.

Marvin merely smiled "Jackie, please, don't worry so much about me, I'm fine" He honestly adored how overprotective and overly cautious the hero was, it was kind of adorable to the magic man.

Jackie sighed "I'm sorry Marv, its just... well you know... I know I asked you to turn yourself small but I just feel way more overprotective than usual"

Marvin walked over towards the hero's hand and gently placed a kiss upon it "Jackie, its alright... I can understand why you are so overprotective of me, you just don't want me getting hurt is all"

Jackie smiled and raised a finger, he gently stroked Marvin's head and down his back "Yeah... I could never stand to see you hurt"

Suddenly, one of the tinies came over, giving a wave to Marvin mostly "Hey kitten~ How are you doing today?"

Jackie rose a brow, k i t t e n? Since when did this tiny get to call Marvin that? ...Maybe it was just... a natural thing, he shouldn't get so jealous right away.

Marvin's face was red "O-Oh goodness..." How was he supposed to respond to t h a t? He slightly glanced at Jackie, he was prepared for the jealousness from the other for damn sure "I'm...fine?"

((Warning these will be some of the cheesiest and dumbest flirty lines BUT it'll somehow make Marv blush because the poor dude is easily flustered))

The tiny grinned and gently took ahold of Marvin's hands "You're so hot even my pants are falling for you~" ...They hoped that wasn't too far, honestly this tiny just wanted to poke fun, plus they knew how much Jackie could get jealous so part of them wanted to test the hero.

Jackie grumbled and glared at the tiny, meanwhile his hand returned to Marvin immediately, stroking the magician's head and back again in a much more loving manner.

Marvin's face turned absolutely red, oh god he was going to overload if this kept happening "Uh...." He... He was at a loss for words, he just stood there and looked around every-so-often.

The tiny smirked and kissed one of Marvin's hands, they'd never kiss him on the lips of course they didn't want to take it THAT far "Do you have a map? Because I keep getting lost in your eyes~"

Jackie growled a little bit and put his hand in between both the tiny and Marvin, after awhile of countless pick up lines... When the tiny kissed Marvin on the cheek he had just completely lost it, he stood from his seat "That's it!"

His tone was... much more aggressive than usual, and the tiny seemed to realize it "W-Wait Jackie I was just-" Before they could finish their sentence...

((Warning again: Things miiiighttt be bloody/gory, just a lil advisory if you don't like that stuff))
Jackie slammed his fist into the table where the tiny stood, if he used anymore strength the table would have collapsed, he looked absolutely enraged, his eyes were even glowing.

Marvin's eyes were wide, his mouth agape at what he just saw... Jackie just... "JACKIE?! WHAT DID YOU DO?!" He looked away, he seemed almost close to vomiting upon seeing the... remains of the tiny.

It took the hero a moment before his eyes widened ...what...what HAD he just done...? ..Oh god... He just murdered an innocent tiny, sure they were flirting with Marvin but they were probably just messing around! They... They couldn't even defend themself from him if they tried, tears began to well up in the hero's eyes... He was a murderer now...

He shakily retracted his hand, staring at the remains that was once a tiny... Oh god... He just couldn't anymore, he broke down where he stood, he broke down into pure sobs and began to mumble 'I'm sorry' over and over.

Marvin bit his lip, it still hurt to see Jackie break down like that but he was just... too terrified to approach, after all if the 'hero' did something like that to another tiny then why would it be any different from Marvin if HE made Jackie angry?

Marvin just couldn't... believe what just happened, Jackieboy-Man, the sweetest and most adorable dork who could never really hurt a fly had just... The Magician shuddered, he was petrified now, especially when the hero stood.

Jackie was shaking, he looked horribly ill as he turned towards Marvin, noticing how his love flinched at even just that... "M...Ma...Marvin... I..."He made a slow move towards the other but winced upon hearing the magician scream.

And just like that, Marvin was gone in a poof of smoke, that made the hero's heart shatter completely, he just couldn't... His own l o v e r was scared of him... He quickly dashed into his own room and sat on the bed, breaking down into cries and sobs once more.

He just couldn't stop thinking about it... or seeing what he had just done... He could practically h e a r that tiny's screams and pleads... He couldn't cry much harder than he already was.

"̧̨W͞͝͞e̴l҉̴l ̸̧͢w̴͝e҉l͡͡l͠ ̀́͞w̴͞͠e̸͡l͟͝l҉̛.̛.̴͠.͞ ͠Y̴̨͝e̵r͝ ҉͟n͜o̕͜ ͢d̶͢i̕͡f͢͝fe͢r͠en̸̨t͜͡͝ ̶̛fr͝o̶̢̢m̕ ̵҉m̷ ͏e͠͠ ̀͠n̡o͠ẃ a̵̧͝r̶͘e ý̸̢a̵̧ ͘͟͞'͠҉H͜͢ ̡E͜͡ ̨R̛͘ ̡͘O'̛ o̕͡r͢ ҉͏s҉ho͘u͝l͜͟d̸ ҉I͝͏ ̸̢̛s̵͡ay̶҉̧ ̴m̢ u̧ ҉̕r͜҉ ḑ̸̧ ͞͝è ͞r͏̛ ̛è̸̕ ͜͝r͏͏?̷~͞"͏ A glitchy voice echoed throughout the room, as did a reverberating chuckle.

Jackie's eyes widened, they were red and puffy from all the crying he did, he turned to face Anti who was looming over him and grinning like a madman.

"͘͜Aw͏̡͡w̢͜͏ ̶̶̨w̢͏hat̛'̡s ̢͝wr̨̧̕oń̛g ͢m̡͞ ̵͜u̷ ͡͞r̵ ̢d͡͝ ę͝ ͡͞r͘͟ ̨e͟͞ r? N̡o̕҉͟t̨̡ ͜hà͞p̨͜͢p͢͞͡y̡͘͘ ̸̡̨t͘͞'͟ ̕͘͟s͏͡e҉e͏̀ ̶m̴̢̡è͡?̛͘͟ ́C̵̷͢'̕mòn͜͠ ̴w͢͠͠e'̡̧͠r͠e̷̸ n͞͞ò̷t̶͢͠ s̴͡o̵ ̡d͟i̛f́͘f̴er̴͘͘ȩ̀͟n̛t͡ y̧̛è́ ̵̡͘a͟͝n̵ ̸̵́I.̶̨́.҉.̷̛ ̡̀Y̧e̴̡ ͜c͠an͢͠ ̴̵h҉͞ę̢̛ar ͡t͏hę̸̵m̷,̧̨͠ ̶̛caǹ͟'t͢c̷͟ḩ͞a̴̡͟?҉ ̧̀Y̧e̷ ҉ça͏n̴̡̕ ̨͞h̢͡ȩa̷͟r͜ ̨̨t̛͠h́͡ęi̧͟r͜ s̸̀̀ ̧́͡c̶ ̸r͞ ̧̨e̸ ̶̕a̡̕ ҉m҉ ́͘͏s̶͜͠ ͏̶a̶͢͞n͠͠d̨ ̸̧t͟h̛e͏i͟r̀ ̴p ̧͟l͝҉ ̀̕e͜ ҉͢a ̷d ͠ś..̛́. F̨è̢͝e̵͠͠l͝s҉ ͜͞g͜o̶̡o͜d̷̸ ́͢k̸n͘ơ̧͡w͠i͞͠n' ͠w̛h͠á̵͞t'c͘há̴̵ ̕҉di̕ḑ̶́ ̷͞hu̴̢͟h́͝͝?"̨ He cackled, he was going to have f u n tormenting the hero...

Jackie was suddenly having a vision... It was a vision of the tiny he had just crushed...

"No stop please! I'm sorry!" They screamed as a giant fist came down upon them, and suddenly all was silent... He could hear their little voice echoing inside his head "Why...? Why did you kill me?... I....I was just... messing around... I didn't mean too..."
Jackie's sobs grew louder meanwhile Anti just kept grinning and cackling "̸҉P̧͠ ̨͠á͟͝ ̕͏t҉́ ̷͢h͝ ̀҉̸e̡̨͜ ̨͡t ̀͞҉i̵͡ ̡c̕͟͝.͠.͞.̷́͝ Y͘͡e͝ ̢̡s͢h̨̀o͟uldn͏̕'t͝ ̸b́é̡ ͏s̕o ͟w͏o̷r̕͝k̡ed͜͡ ̛͘u͟p ҉o̢ve͟r̵ ͏͝t͝h̡is.͜..̧ ̛͟͞A̶͝f͟͡t̸͢e҉r̡̨͟ ̛a̷̛͡l̕͟l͏̕ ͝y̡͡e͢͜ mu͏s̨t͠'̀v̴e ẃ ́͜a̢͘͝ ̨́n҉҉ ͠ţ͜ ͏̕͡e͏ ͏ḑ́ ̶̢̧t̷͠'̴҉ ̧͝k̨i̧l̢͟l͢͜͏ ̸҉͠ę̵͘m.̢̛͢.͝. ̢̧͜Ţḩ̶͞e͘͟ ͟p̴͘ơo̷ŕ͘ ̶͝͝'҉t̶͜͢i̴̷͜n̷͞g̢ ̴͡c̴͟͞o͢͞u͏͏̸l̡͟d͘͟҉n'̢t̸̕ ͠e͝v̷͟͡é̢n̷ ̕d̸̶͞e̵f̡͜é́n͏̡͜d ̷t͞h͘é̷ms̸̴e̛lf̛ ̢f͢r̶̡o̡͢͟m̴͘ ̀͘͡s̵͢o̴͘͞me̷on͘͟͠é͢͜ ̷͟͝l̕i҉ķ̴́e͠ ̨̧͝y̶e̶̵̛r̛͠s̨e͝lf̶̕͜.̶̷.. À͞ ̢̀͠ǵia̷n̵t, ͏́n̨o͜͝ţ̀ ̷̡̀t̷'͞ ͟͡men͟t̶̢͠i̵o̧n͠ ͢t̵h̷͡o̶̶s̷͠è̴̛ ̢͡ś͏͢ ͏̢u ̛͢p̕ ́͏ę ̶ŗ p̸̛ ̀͠o̧ ̧w ̛͝e ̶̕ŕ̵͠ ̵ś̕ ̨̡͡y̡e͝҉ ha͘v͝é..͡.̵̕͡"

"S-Stop please... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... I didn't mean to kill them... I was just... I just..." Jackie whimpered out, hugging his knees close to his chest... He really... was no better than Anti ...was he...?

"̧͜T̵҉h͜҉ì͢n̶̢̨k̶͢͏ ҉̛Ja͡c̵̛k͟ie̡.̸̀..̛͠ ́͠͞Th͘a̸̧͜t̶ t́̀͢i͢n͜͞y̵̵̵.̢.̡̨.҉ ̛͡C̷̨o̴u̡͏ld̵͜'́͏v̵̡è̛͜ ̕͝҉be҉̀e̴͟n̵̢.͏̸.̀͞͏.̵. ̡M̧̕̕ ͘a̸͢͡ ͜r ̕v̵̴ ҉͝i͘͢͏ ҉n̸͞ .͘.͡.̨̛ Ye̵ c͜ǫ͝ù̡͡l͠d͝ ̴cŕ̀u̴̕ś̡h́͠ ͠͝h͟im ̷̛̕j̵͜u͞s̷͢t͞ ̸̨a҉̛҉s ̧͝e͘҉̕a̡͠s̶i̸̧̕l҉y̨̢͢ a͝s͟͞ ҉̷ý̵è̛ ́d̷̸̡id ҉t̛h̵͘ȩ ͟ot̕h͡er͜҉.̧͟.̸̡͢.̸ ͟͏̛H̀͝e͢'̨҉̨d̕ ͜͡b̕ę͘ ́no̶ ͘ḑ̡i͞f̸f̵̧̛e͘re̷̶n͟t~̸͞"͏̵ Anti cooed, chuckling as he saw the hero's horrified expression.

Jackie could just s e e it... He could f e e l it... He could h e a r Marvin's screams, his sobs, his pleads... Worst of all, he could feel the other's bones crunching under his fist, he could feel Marvin's smashed and mangled body...

This broke the hero's heart completely, he couldn't stop crying or sobbing, at this point he was just h a t i n g himself, he was no better than Anti, he wasn't a hero, he was a m u r d e r e r... He could easily hurt Marvin or w o r s e...

"̨͝H̷̛e'̡s̸҉ ̵̡͜sc͡a͢r̢͡e͟ḑ̶͝ ͠of̵̷̨ ̛͢y̸̧a͏̨.͢.͢.̧̕.̀͢ D̀į̵͟d҉͏'̧̛y̸̛͢a n҉o͠t ̷s͟ ̕e̵̶͢ e͏̛ ҉̶͝t͏̶̵ḩ̶͠ȩ̛ ̴͟p̡͜ur̵̸͜e̡ ̴f҉ ̵͘e̸ a̶ r̵̕ ͏i͢n ̛͢ć̢ą͏t̵ ̷b͢͡o̡͜҉y͢'҉͏s҉̢ è҉ỳ̕͜e̡̢̧s̡͡͡?̸͢ ̸͜W̧h̶eǹ ̨̢y̡o͏̷̡u̵͡ ̛̀ad͜͞v͡aņ̨c̢͢͡e͏̸̧d̸̸̀ ̛͢t҉͟ow̸a͠r̛d͟s̴҉͢ ͏̷͝h҉̧i͞͝m̨͠͞.͘.̀͡.̵ ͢H͝ȩ҉͟ ̢͏s̴̨̛ ̢҉c ̧͘r̢̨͜ ̢ę ̢͟a̷ ҉͢m͜ ̵̨̕ę͢͠ ͜͢d́͝͞ ̀̕a̴͡n҉̀d ̡̀p҉̛oǫ̛f̡̀e͠d ̧o͞ń̨ a͏͜͠ẁ͘ay̵.̧͜.̸͝.͠ ͟H̷e҉҉̸ ͝w͢ ̵a҉̧ ̕n͏̡͘ ̶́͏t́̕͡ ͜͡e̷͢҉ ̡͝d̨ ̢͞t ͟g̀͜͢et҉ ̴a̕w̵͟͝a͟ỳ̨ ̡̀f̛͠r̀o̶m̢ ͠y̷̧a̷~̶̢ B̕èf̷̢̨o͢r̡̛é ͘͜y͏e͘͠ ͞҉d̨͞id͘ ̷̕͢t̵̶h͜͢' s̀͞͡am̷̨e̶̡͡ ́͢'̀t̶į̕n̷g ̡ta̵̢ ̴͠҉h͏įm҉͝~͠" This was the most fun Anti's had in awhile! He was enjoying every sob and cry the hero made, it was so s a t i s f y i n g...

Jackie sobbed as loud as possible "I....I... M...Marvin... Please... I don't.... I didn't mean too..."

Anti smirked and cleared his throat, it had been awhile since he mimicked one of the other's voices "Keep away from me, your not a hero, your.... your a... monster! Why?! Why would you m ̴̀u ́̀r̡ ̧͞͠d̛ ͝e̸ ̀̀͟r something so small.... so.... f r a g i l e?!" He yelled, in Marvin's voice... He still had the gift for damn sure.

Jackie's eyes were very wide as he stared over at... Anti...? No...Marvin? What the hell was going on?! "Marvin please... I'm...sorry... I didn't mean to kill them... It..."

He was cut off by 'Marvin' "It was just what?! An... An A̵ ͜Ç C̶͡ ̕I͘͢͠ ͝͡͞D̡͢ ̵҉É̡̢ ̡N ̶̛͜T͠?͏! You can't make any excuses for this! Your just a monster! Stay away from me! J-Just don't come near me, please... I...I think its for the best if we went our seperate ways..."

And with that Jackie's heart shattered into a million pieces, he couldn't say anything now all he could do was cry and sob some more, meanwhile Anti was cackling "̷M͢͝'҉̡͝ ̴̶wor͏̷͞k͘ ̴͟h̷̨́e̛͠͡r̕҉e҉ ̨̀i͢s̵ ̛̛͝d̢ ͠o͘͘ ̴̢͞n̡͜ ̶e͠͡.́͟.̨.͘͡ ̧E̷nj̀o͘y͟͏͏ ̀͞҉th̷̡'̢ ͟r̨̡e̸͜s҉ţ̛ ̧͘o̕͟f̵̴ ̛y̕er ĺ̸į̕͘f҉̀e͠ ͏m ư͠ ̢̕̕r̨ d ̧͡e ͏͏́r҉͢͏ ̧e̷̡ ̕r~̶̴"̀ And with that the glitch was gone... Leaving Jackie to cry and sob.

A few hours had passed... Marvin was wandering around again, he was still small since he had no more growing potions, he'd just have to wait until he got more ingrediants... He glanced at Jackie's room... He bit his lip as he stared at it.

He couldn't help but advance towards it, he heard nothing from inside so he decided to poof on in there, what he saw inside had h o r r i f i e d him...

Jackie was curled up in a ball on the bed, hoarse sobs coming from the hero, from what Marvin could see Jackie looked absolutely ill, at this point he was worried he'd have to call Henrik, what's worser... On the walls... All o v e r the walls was written 'It's all my fault' and now it was Marvin's turn for his heart to shatter.

Now sure he was still scared of Jackie but he just... couldn't STAND to see this, he had to do something, he quickly poofed closer to Jackie "H...Honey...?"

Jackie blinked and unfolded himself, oh goodness... He looked... horrible, like he hadn't slept, ate, or drank in m o n t h s, he looked almost like well Robbie in this case, a zombie basically.

"M...Marvin? I...I thought... you... wanted me to stay away from you... I...I thought you... didn't wanna be with me... an...anymo...re..." His voice was incredibly hoarse.

Marvin tilted his head "What? I never said any of those things...?" He was... confused, he never said that! "I could never stop loving you... even.... even if you did something bad earlier, we all do bad things in our lives, some really bad some not as bad... Hell I've done bad things before myself..."

Jackie blinked "Wh...Why? I'm a murderous monster... Why would you even want to be anywhere near me?... I'm no better than Anti... He... even told me so his self... and its true..." and with that he got a tiny slap across the cheek.

"You stop that right now, you don't murder for some sort of sick pleasure, you don't torture, you don't do ANY of the stuff Anti does, you are NOTHING like him." Marvin sorted... regretted just slapping him like that, he was still partially afraid and rather tense around Jackie.

The hero was silent at all that, which made Marvin back up a bit, he hoped that little slap didn't anger him... He just... couldn't help but be a LITTLE afraid it'd... just take some time to get over...

The more Marvin thought about Anti the more he realized... Jackie said something about Anti telling him... His eyes widened, he realized what had happened... Anti can mimic the other ego's voices... Oh he would definitely give that glitch a 'piece of his mind' later "...Anti was the one that said all that in MY voice... I know he did, Jackie you know I'd never want to leave you or think your a complete monster..."

Jackie bit his lip "...I.... I'm sorry... I just... I want to take what I did back earlier... I want to take it all back..." He moved a bit closer to Marvin but immediately stopped when he saw the other flinch "..."

Marvin sighed "Jackie... I'm sorry for flinching it's... just going to take some time to get over this... And I know... You want to take this back, but there really isn't a way to do so... What's done is done... But, that doesn't mean we can't move on from this... We all make mistakes, we just need to learn so we don't make them again"

Jackie nodded "Don't be sorry for flinching... I would too if I was you... And your... your right... I just... I can't ever forgive myself for this though, a hero isn't supposed to do this... A real hero doesn't murder people who can't even defend themselves... That's... That's a villain and I...I don't want to be a villain Marvin... I really don't..."

Marvin looked at Jackie, he couldn't help but feel bad for him "I know you don't Jackie... I know... And you don't have to be, you can still be a hero, you just have to keep trying..."

Jackie nodded once again "Your... Right... ...C'mon let's go get something to drink n eat how about it?" He made no move to try and hold the magician.... He just stood up when the other nodded.

((I know this is a HUGEEE ass timeskip but let's face it, it'd take a LONG time to get over something like this I mean even then they aren't fully over it so just bear with me on this one))

~Huge Unspecified Timeskip for various plot reasons~
Marvin was breathing heavily as he collapsed onto the ground, he was still small of course but suddenly Jackie picked him up and sighed "Marvin stop it right now, your going to keep on until you use up all your magic"

The Magician huffed "Well I've got things to do that require magic, I can't just... rest now..." He was still breathing heavily "Now KINDLY put me down Jackie"

The Hero looked over at Marvin "C'mon babe! Look at yourself! I'm worried about you! Soon enough you won't be able to stand if you keep all this up!" and of course Marvin replied rather...angrily "I can handle it just fine!"

Jackie immediately raised his hand, not because he was going to do anything violent, oh heavens no! more so because he was animated when he spoke "Marvin-" Before he could finish he heard the magician scream and saw him recoil "DON'TCRUSHMEPLEASEI'MSORRY!"

There was complete and utter silence... You could practically hear a pin drop at this point, Jackie's heart was about to shatter all over again as he set Marvin down and gently crouched in front of him, he reached out as SLOWLY as he could, biting his lip as Marvin took a step back, he set his hand beside the magician and used his forefinger to gently stroke Marvin's head down to his back, he was being as GENTLE as possible.

"Marv... Honey... I...I'd never do something like that, I...I'm sorry its just... I wasn't raising my hand for anything like that its more so an unconscious thing I do... kinda just... please... calm down, I'd never do anything like that to you nor would I want to make you uncomfortable... I love you way too much..." Jackie spoke softly, trying to hide the fact that one sentence broke his heart...

Marvin bit his lip "Jackie... I... I'm sor--" He was cut off "No no, don't be sorry... I...I get it... I do..." Jackie watched as Marvin climbed onto his hand, the magic man sighed "Can we pretend I... never said that?"

Jackie sighed but nodded and smooched Marvin carefully "Y-Yeah... Of course..." That's it, it's ok, it was all ok. He was safe. He would be safe. He was loved and he was perfectly safe.