Dear Robert [ROBSTEN]

LETTER 26

The same day, Robert had decided he had no time to waste. He had to go to Los Angeles and clear this whole fiasco with Kristen, despite the fact that it had been two years since she had cheated.

As soon as he packaged a little bit of luggage, he boarded the first plane to Los Angeles, all by himself. For his surprise, it was so silent. But he had grown used to this, to be alone and isolated from society.

As he looked through the window, he remembered his first flight with Kristen, when they had been so young. She had been only eighteen back then. Too young to be subjected to any cruelty.

The night sky was so beautiful, it reminded him of the nights he and Kristen were watching the stars. So beautiful nights. He had wanted to propose to her, that was the truth. So why hadn't he? Insecurities. Age gaps. Stupid pathetic thoughts.

He sighed sadly, as he remembered that he had more letters to read before the plane landing. So he opened the twenty-sixth letter and began reading: 

06. 08. 2012

Dear Robert,

Today was the premiere of my new movie, called "On The Road". The first time I was out of my house, since the breakup. My heart isn't healed yet. Music and chocolate don't help when your heart is broken, so whoever has said this nonsense, is an absolute fool. It doesn't work. At least not for me.

How are you, Robert? Why am I even bothering to ask this question? I care about you. I'm not sure that you care about me anymore.

I guess I will learn to live without you. I've lived without you for many years. I am back to point one, from where I started.

I wish we could at least talk. To tell you what actually happened.

What was what she wanted to tell him?

Or maybe I should simply tell you here? How about that? Maybe you will get to read these letters someday. Who knows? I bet when you read them, you will declare me as "immature" and/or "stupid". Anything can be expected of you, Robert Douglas Thomas Pattinson. Absolutely anything.

What Rupert Sanders did to me is something no woman should go through.

You thought I cheated?

I didn't. And I would never.

All Robert wished at that moment was for the plane to land finally. He had to see Kristen. Now.